Re: group vent again anyone...

My gripes don't compare to yours, Gina.


But here it goes:

I hate that I know so many people who have decided not to go through with their pregnancies for their own personal reasons. I respect their choice, but at the same time... I hate it and I resent them although I shouldn't.

I am PETRIFIED of Doctors (for no good reason) and the thought of having to be endlessly poked and prodded terrifies me.

Re: group vent again anyone...

Ugh I'm so upset.... I finally felt normal after my lap surgery and dh and I have been. Religiously every day... I Thought this would be O time for me ( this is the one month I chose not to track! ) and after I started bleeding! Not full AF but now I have a slight cramping.. I'm so upset.. I just want to be normal but I don't even think I had a shot this month because I finished AF less than two weeks ago so there is no way I O'ed. I feel like such a failure. Every month that goes by I fail my dh, our families and myself ... I just don't know why this has to happen to people who really want babies meanwhile there are people out there who have kids they don't even want. Sorry I had a really bad day today so this group vent helped a lot...

Re: group vent again anyone...

I hate that I am jealous of my best friend who is due in October.

I hate that I have no infertility insurance and I can't even see my RE without paying $600. I hate that I can't get my IUI because of money and that I will never be able to afford IVF.

I hate that there is nothing wrong with me except for my long cycles and I have been waiting 14 months for a BFP.