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we all had fun with this last time so let's do it again

3 more people who i just found out are pregant

or the 2 that had babies in the past 2 weeks

the fact that fed ex ddint drop off my injections so i had to go there and pick them up..

how the seat belt hurts bc i am so bruised

the mother flucken phrase just relax and it will happen

the fact that i am so angry at the world i have become a diff person

the fact i would give up all the hot dogs summer drinks with booze and bikinis(like i fit in one lol) just to have a bfp

and the cherry on top...now i need to find a new RE

grrrrrrrrr i am just so so tired of this ..


please add yours girls

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Wow, theres no way that my vent is greater than or even equal to yours I wish I could offer you more than just these little huggies I pray for you Gina. I really do....I have a feeling that your time will be coming soon and I cant wait to be here to see that post when you tell us that you got your BFP!


I dont have much to vent about....I do hate the fact that since my M/C all I see are babies! Babies everywhere! ugh..drives me insane.

ETA: Its amazing how much we are willing to give up just to have the joy of having a little bundle of job. From the day I got my BFP I gave up soda, coffee, seafood, hot dogs, cold cuts everything you could possibly think of being bad and yet it still didnt matter. I LOVE soda and never in a million years thought I could give it up but since I got that BFP I went a whole month without drinking it. That right there is true love and shows I totally want a baby!

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All for you G!!!
No real vent here except for work.

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babies everywhere!! even on TV!!

this baseball sized bruise on my belly that will NOT go away!!!! i wore a tshirt alll weekend but i think im going to have to invest in a 1 piece lol
oh and
not to mention the crying every time i think about ttc.

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I hate that I am out again..for the 8th time.

I hate that I have been shooting Progesterone in my vaj for 10 days for no reason.

I hate that these hormomes have made me such a miserable b!tch that the people I work with will barely approach me and I fight with my mother every time we talk.

I hate that I am 1K in debt so far for 3 months of fertilty treatment (not including prescriptions).

I hate that my older sister who already has 2 babies and gets pregnant the first time (both times) wll be trying again soon and will probably get pregnant before me.

I'm with Gina, if one more person tells me to "relax" I am going to go all Kracken on their a$$!!!!!!!!!!

I also hate that so many great opportunities to tell DH that Im pregnant are going to pass me by (father's day & our 10 year anniversary...).

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

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Posted by bettybcafe

Posted by MrsSx2

I hate that I am out again..for the 8th time.

I hate that I have been shooting Progesterone in my vaj for 10 days for no reason.

I hate that these hormomes have made me such a miserable b!tch that the people I work with will barely approach me and I fight with my mother every time we talk.

I hate that I am 1K in debt so far for 3 months of fertilty treatment (not including prescriptions).

I hate that my older sister who already has 2 babies and gets pregnant the first time (both times) wll be trying again soon and will probably get pregnant before me.

I'm with Gina, if one more person tells me to "relax" I am going to go all Kracken on their a$$!!!!!!!!!!

I also hate that so many great opportunities to tell DH that Im pregnant are going to pass me by (father's day & our 10 year anniversary...).

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

OMG. my heart is breaking for you.

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ahh progesterone..i fluckling hate them!

so so gross and i really hate waking up every morning to the feeling of peeing in my pants

and i also need to add that girls who came on this board after me have since had their kids and or r due soon

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Hang in there Gina. I know you've been through alot. You're a very strong woman!

If you need a RE recomendation- I go to an amazing one. I love her and the nurse staff is wonderful as well. She's located in Mineola on Old country road (not sure if that is too far for you)

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i feel like everyone around me is having babies!! and some are on their 2nd or 3rd baby i just want my first already.......

i have been to 3 baby showers this year so far and one more coming up next weekend....i'm happy for them but sad for me. we have been ttc since and Oct 2010 and i feel like time is going by too fast and i'm not getting any BFP.

DH & I keep getting questions about when we will have a baby - and when we say we are working on it then we get "tips" or the statements "just relax"

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Still praying for you every day Gina!

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Why does it have to be so hard? I feel like for everyone else it happens, but not me. I sometimes question why God chose me to deal with this. After 6 months- in the 2ww of month 7 I am getting angry and frustrated.

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I’ve been pretty blue lately- so here goes:

I’m blue because:
I got to see my niece/nephew in a sonogram picture, but never got to see my baby.
When I look down, I don’t see a big belly.
We can start TTC again and it should be such a happy time but it’s not because I’m so scared.

Hugs to all of you!!! Love you all!!!

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I'm sorry G! I feel your pain. Here's mine:

I am so angry that in the time I've been ttc I technically could have had 2 babies.

I hate that at times sex is like a chore.

I feel like crying every time I really think about what this last 20 months has been like.

I'm so sad that if\when I finally do get pregnant I know I will spend the entire pregnancy terrified that something will happen.

I feel bad that my future lo will not be close in age to any of their cousins. All my nieces and nephews are close in age and they have such a good time with each other and because of me being infertile my child will miss out on that.

And last I'm so over the fact this list is so long. And that if I had all day it would be a book.

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I just want to give all you girls some of these...

and then some of these:

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im sorry mama

venting about dh lack of interest doesnt copmare

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for everyone and too.

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Here's my MAJOR annoyance of the week....

My cousin's moron friend who got pregnant on accident who routinely accuses her boyfriend of cheating with her sister bc he drives her home from school once a week.

This is the same idiot who drinks still and tans everyday for about 3 hours.


Also the girl I know who went off BCP and never got her period - and it turned out she was pregnant.

Why is it so easy for some people????

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Just wantd to add my vent:

I'm sick of the doctor's appointments..the co-pays, blood drawn, making appointments. I wouldn't care if it was because I was pregnant....but I'm NOT!!

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seeing teenager pregnant
trying not to think about TTC and letting it happen
being told that being over weight makes it harder to ttc

i had a coworker ask if I was prego or just gained a lot of weight

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Posted by wo0shply

i had a coworker ask if I was prego or just gained a lot of weight

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Im tired of letting TTC overwhelm my life & plans. I try so hard not to stress about it but it is sooo hard.
Im tired of hearing all my friends (who just got married) say "we are going to get pregnant in Sept"
Im scared/nervous if i do not get my BFP this month what my obgyn will suggest for future months.
Most mportantly I am ****** that TTC has actual made me a different person. I can be mad, sad, hopeful, bitter, nervous, anxious, excited all in the same week.

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I'm sick and tired of...

going to the dr for bloodwork every week.

making sono appts (not to see a baby) just to see if maybe I'm Oing this month.

that stupid O without a smiley face on OPKs.

sitting in the drs office with happy, pregnant wives and their equally happy husbands...when it's just me and my bberry....waiting for another test.

everyone asking, "When are you going to have a baby?" How about when my body cooperates!

constantly having the thought in the back of my head, "what if we can never get pregnant."

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I'm soo annoyed that AF came on time after all the hopeful 2ww symptoms

I'm soo stressed that there's so much stuff to do around the house from moving and reno

I can't stand how certain folks post a pic everyday of their baby on facebook and of course they have to be cute as heck

I don't want to hear another "relax and it'll happen" phrase - same as G

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I hate that I would have been due in 7 weeks, but instead I'm back here

I hate that everyone I know is pregnant or having babies, and they offer the brilliant advice that "stress doesn't help anything you know"

I'm happy for the girls that came on here after me are having their babies already, but I can't help but wish I was one of them.

I'm devastated that my incredibly and always optimistic DH finally broke down and said he's a little worried for me(after a few too many cocktails) but he will love me forever no matter what. I'M always the negative one, not him!