So I had my appt. this morning and I just got my beta results and it's official.............this pregnancy is simply not viable. It's VERY depressing and I'm VERY sad. I just cannot believe this is happening. And the worst part is feeling pregnant and knowing nothing is going to come of it and now just sitting and waiting to miscarry.
Anyway, my hcG only went from 189 to 327 (Tues. to Fri.) and my progesterone dropped yet again from 15 to only 7 so all signs point to miscarriage. They *thought* they saw a gestational sac but it was really low near my cervix and they said that usually is an indication that it's working it's way out of my body. The only "good" news, if you can call any of this good news, is that it doesn't look like it was an ectopic thank god!
So now I am just waiting to miscarry and if I don't soon they will give me meds to force it and hopefully in a few weeks we can start all over and try again. Such a long road. I am not looking forward to starting all over again. I have one more beta and sono on Monday morning. Depressing. I will let you know what happens but I'm sure it will be nothing exciting or good.
Thanks everyone for thinking of me and for all your prayers and support. I wish I had better news.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
