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LoveDayLove
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I cried today
I was always told fertility would be an issue but we still have tried. Because of my other health issues I am not allowed to do anything else than just BD at this time. We have been trying for a long time.
Today another girl at work told me she was pregnant. Today I watched all my students parents, some who have been absolutely horrible parents with their 7 kids while pregnant with 2 more, get to hold and love there babies.
While I was sitting in our infant room today, I broke down and cried. I doubt it will ever be my turn.
I know its because I am PMS'ing but today was just too hard. I am going to go walk my puppies and crawl in bed. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
If you got this far thanks for listening. I just needed to get it out.
UPDATE: I cannot thank you enough for all your responses and prayers. I have no one to really talk to about this. On Friday I came home from my case and found a letter from our insurance saying that they have a nurse who is going to call me next week to help us make some decisions and make a plan to help our infertility. I was so happy. Until today... when DH's BF called and said they are 12 weeks pregnant. I am going to take it day by day but its still hard.
Thanks again.
Message edited 10/9/2011 9:44:36 PM.
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CindySN23
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Re: I cried today
I wanted to give you  and I hope you feel better.
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keepingsecrets
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Re: I cried today
i hope tomorrow is a better day
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| Posted 10/5/11 5:24 PM |
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MrsM429
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ElizaRags35
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Re: I cried today
I'm having a similar day so vent away.
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| Posted 10/5/11 6:23 PM |
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AMLMT1
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Re: I cried today
Message edited 10/5/2011 7:22:04 PM.
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| Posted 10/5/11 7:21 PM |
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Re: I cried today
me too I don't care what anyone says, it's ok to be mad at pregnant people. Even if the mad feeling is just jealousy.
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| Posted 10/5/11 7:21 PM |
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StaceyWill
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| Posted 10/5/11 7:30 PM |
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LiveItUp
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| Posted 10/5/11 8:16 PM |
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iBCraZ131
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Re: I cried today
I completely agree with you! We've been trying for several months with no luck and lately all I've been seeing is pregnant people. If another person announces they're pregnant, I might lose it! I'm also a teacher so I just watch bad parents all day and think how unfair it is that they get to have and raise children, when quite frankly, they probably shouldn't have had children. It's very difficult and frustrating. I had a bad day today too. Hopefully it will get better for you!
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| Posted 10/5/11 8:56 PM |
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MrsBeach
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Re: I cried today
I am so sorry to hear the pain you are going through.
Your time will come and while it is hard to be around all these people, you have to know that god has a plan for you. It seems that while we are going through all this, everyone around us is getting pregnant more now than ever!
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| Posted 10/5/11 8:56 PM |
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gina409
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Re: I cried today
it sucks..no other waya round it..
i wish i had words of advice to give yuou but i dont..i dont know if it will ever happen for me..i use to say how can it not?but now i am not sure
i just wish i would stop heasring the..relax,your time will come,it has to happen,be patient and all that other crap
but what i do know is..we will never stop trying..never..bc this is what we want more than anything
and know it is ok to feel bad..to get jealous..to get angry..i HAVE to allow myself to feel these things bc if i do not i will just collapse
unless you have been through IF i really think you just do not know..thats why people do not understand why it is hard to go to a baby shower..or to cringe when you hear someone say i hate being pregnant..or when someone says we were not even trying
we are human..and we are struggling..we deal with it however best we can
good luck,i really hope you get youir bfp soon
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| Posted 10/5/11 11:58 PM |
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LoLaBlue
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IAMMRSBROWN
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MRsFaTThead
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| Posted 10/6/11 10:40 AM |
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Ltdentway99
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Re: I cried today
I'm sorry!! It is very frustrating hearing all these pregnancy stories. Just remember that even though many of these women may be pregnant, you don't know how long they were trying, and there may be other things in their lives depressing them. I know a woman who is pregnant with her second and she hasn't talked to her own parents in two years. That's got to be hard. I know another pregnant woman who can barely pay the bills with one child. I have no idea how she'll swing two kids. That must be depressing. As hard as it is, just try to be happy with what you are blessed with now, then when you have a baby one day, you'll feel doubly-blessed. Oh, and stay off facebook! I am all about avoiding things that trigger anxiety. Why depress yourself.
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| Posted 10/6/11 3:15 PM |
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NYchic
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| Posted 10/6/11 3:41 PM |
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RGEC47
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| Posted 10/6/11 3:53 PM |
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Mel0918
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Re: I cried today
I totally understand. i have months were i am hopefull, and then months were I get really depressed and get so upset and down about it. It especially hurts when you see people having kids that maybe aren't ready yet, and you and DH couldn't be more ready. I totally get it!
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| Posted 10/6/11 4:03 PM |
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TaraVinny
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Re: I cried today
it makes sense how your feeling. somedays are easy and somedays are hard. everyone needs a day to vent and cry.
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| Posted 10/6/11 7:00 PM |
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wantabuninoven
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Re: I cried today
Its fine to feel that way. Just know you are not alone. When I feel sad about my IF I am greatfull I have such a great DH. And the advice someone gave me on here is you can allow yourself one day to be sad but, you need to pick yourself up after that and go on. How I try and stay positive is to always think of the next step. So, if that month I don't get my BFP what will be my next step. I don't know how long you have been trying but, that helps me.
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gottaluvmusik
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Re: I cried today
Sending you tons of hugs and thoughts! I hope today is a better day
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| Posted 10/7/11 10:23 AM |
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LoveDayLove
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Re: I cried today
Bump for update.
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