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PhyllisNJoe
My Box Is Broken
Member since 6/11 9145 total posts
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Phyllis
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Feeling Out
13 DPO
CD27 (2 days til AF)
BFN on digital
Started spotting yesterday and now have AF cramps. Going back and forth between depressed and pissed. Dh has no idea. He's just like, "Ok, on to next month" and I'm just  
And this is only month #4 ttc. I don't know if I'm cut out for the disappointment.
Well, next month I'm not charting - gonna "have fun" like the Dr. said and see what happens. I feel like I'm on some deadline with this. With my age and pressure from all ends.
thanks - Vent over
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TessMike214
Gabriella Aubrey born 3/26!
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Re: Feeling Out
I'm sorry
good luck! 
did AF start or go away??
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PhyllisNJoe
My Box Is Broken
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Re: Feeling Out
Didn't start yet.
But I feel it coming 
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Started
Message edited 2/4/2012 9:44:40 AM.
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TessMike214
Gabriella Aubrey born 3/26!
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Re: Feeling Out
I'm sorry!
I will say a prayer for you 
I wish you the best of luck for next month
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MrsKelly
just hangin' around...
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Krista
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Re: Feeling Out
i am so, so sorry.
i completely understand how you feel - when af comes each month for me, the depression and anger overwhelm me for days. i always feel like i don't know how i can face it again the next month... but somehow i always do.
its funny (well not really) but when i got my  this week i got so excited, and then i stopped and said to dh - "i don't know what i'm all excited for, the smiley comes every month and yet so does af"  
it took me 6 months to get my 1st bfp, and i'm in my 5th cycle of trying since my miscarriage. i also feel pressure with my age etc. i totally get it. so just
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MammaPajama
aka HelenZ :)
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Re: Feeling Out
Posted by PhyllisNJoe
Didn't start yet.
But I feel it coming
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Started
so sorry!!!! I find it so hard to relax during TTC even though I know it would make things easier on my body. our DH's don't have as much anxiety about it b/c they're not the ones doing all the testing and thinking about it night and day, we're so aware of our cycle and it's downright depressing looking down the barrel of another month when you're on CD1 I hope next month is it for you!!
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butterfly20
Party of 5 - 2015
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Re: Feeling Out
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PhyllisNJoe
My Box Is Broken
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Re: Feeling Out
I want to thank you for all of your support. It means a lot to be able to come to this site and say what's in my heart and know that there are people who understand.
DH tries. But he gets frustrated with me sometimes. He just wants to "fix it" and make it right, but can't so I think it's starting to take a tole on him as well.
Today I spent the day with my SIL (and my 2 beautiful nieces  ) and when I told her we are on to month #5 she started telling me everything she went through when ttc my nieces. And it was like I heard myself talking - so I KNOW I'm not alone and I hope it will happen for me soon.
Thanks again
P.S. TBAF has been coming and going all day.
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| Posted 2/4/12 6:35 PM |
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Atherley
So in Love with my DS
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Re: Feeling Out
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missfabulous
#mommyneedswine
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Colleen
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Re: Feeling Out
I'm so sorry It's so tough and frustrating. it really does take a strong woman to TTC. Hang in there!
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Re: Feeling Out
I'm right there with you, except this was our 3rd cycle. And my DH is the same way...I keep telling him, "You don't have to go through the physical part of this, analyzing and feeling every little thing, hoping it's something more than AF."
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PhyllisNJoe
My Box Is Broken
Member since 6/11 9145 total posts
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Phyllis
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Re: Feeling Out
Definitely out
This next month - I'm gonna have a few drinks! Starting today!!!!!!!!!
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| Posted 2/5/12 8:11 AM |
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