DH and I decided to go back to the RE and discuss having another Laparoscpy done.. It worked the first time and I got preggo right away so we are hoping that it will work again.. These past 8 months have been very hard and stressful for the both of us and Last night which was the first day of TBAF; we found out that my SIL is expecting her second child.. Her first is 13months old.. We are happy for her but I'm a little p issed off that when I asked her a month ago if she was she lied to me not only once but 2x's about it.. She said she wanted to tell the family as a group which she did but honestly if I was in her shoes and she were in mine I would've told her.. it was bad enough that i'm struggling but then to lie!! Maybe I'm just venting b/c of AF but I hate being lied to... and to top that for the past 2 months she hasn't even really talked to me and we were BEST FRIENDS.. I'm definetly hurt about our friendship and the lies.. I got over being upset that I wasn't the one preggo awhile ago when I had my suspicions.. It is what it is and I am very happy for her but being that we haven't talked in 2 months how can I possibly show that much excitment.. Sorry for the vent... But back to me.. RE thursday morning.. I'm that they can do it asap so it can be over with and hopefully I can start and get my BFP that I have been for.. wish me luck please.. sorry so long but thank you for listening
Re: I'm going back to the RE on thursday..w/ a vent..
I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time I really hope the RE can do the procedure asap so you can move on and get your BFP.
As for your SIL, I know it must hurt but I don't think I would consider that really lieing. If I had a plan of how/when I wanted to tell the family and someone asked me if I was pregnant before that time I would deny it too. Although, if she knows you have been struggling it would have been nice for her to not make such a big deal out the situation and have to tell the whole family at once, especially since it's not her first. But I'm sure she doesn't realize what it's like for you as she hasn't had any difficulty ttc.
Either way, I'm really sorry you're hurting and I hope you feel better soon!
Re: I'm going back to the RE on thursday..w/ a vent..
Im sorry!!! I know how hard it must have been for you!! especially since it is her second and you've been trying for so long! I know you will get your BFP soon!!! Good luck with the RE and lots of
