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PhyllisNJoe
My Box Is Broken
Member since 6/11 9145 total posts
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Phyllis
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Was hoping this post would be different
My plan was to come on here today and tell you all that my 3rd IUI with RSofNY was a success. I was pregnant. Knew by Saturday, January 5th with positive (faint, but positive) HPT and then on Monday January 7th, the blood test confirmed it. Numbers were low, so they retested 2 days later - they tripled. Then again 2 days after that, they quadrupled.
I was waiting until my first sono which was yesterday to tell everyone on this board. But they didn’t see a sac. 
They drew blood and it seems the numbers have dropped. I had a miscarriage. My body seems to have reabsorbed the pregnancy.
I was so happy (fearful, but happy) that it finally happened. I finally saw those 2 glorious lines I hoped for so long. My family was crying with joy, I was crying. I felt different. Finally complete. I found a great man, we have a beautiful home, 2 dogs we love to death, good family and friends - this was the final piece of the puzzle. And now it’s gone.
With that, I am grateful to have become pregnant. I never thought the day would come. I’m also grateful that my body knew something was’t right and decided to reabsorb the pregnancy. May sound nuts, but now I feel like this baby is a part of me forever. Never left my body. And somehow, I take comfort in that.
So now I just wait to begin to bleed. Don’t know how long that takes. Going to the Dr again tomorrow and we’ll see what he has to say. I want to wait at least 2 cycles before thinking of starting up again. This was so much to take mentally & physically, I’m not sure how long it’s going to be before I am ready to stand up and fight again.
Hopefully not too long.
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CindySN23
Stop, Think & Breathe...
Member since 8/11 3550 total posts
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Cindy
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I want to give you tons of hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please dont give up...to finally get pregnant is the first hurdle and you were able to do that
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| Posted 1/18/13 10:43 AM |
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APT910
Let It Be
Member since 2/11 5021 total posts
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Ashley
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I'm so sorry 
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| Posted 1/18/13 10:44 AM |
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Melissa1013
My sweet boy
Member since 1/08 1933 total posts
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Melissa
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Was hoping this post would be different
I'm so sorry.
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| Posted 1/18/13 10:45 AM |
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AngnShaun
Sisters
Member since 1/10 21015 total posts
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Ang
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
im so sorry!
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| Posted 1/18/13 10:48 AM |
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MrsM429
Mama x2 <3
Member since 12/10 4946 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I'm so sorry
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| Posted 1/18/13 10:51 AM |
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LInMI
LIF Adult
Member since 7/10 1801 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
So sorry!!!! 
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| Posted 1/18/13 11:11 AM |
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phoenix913
LIF Adult
Member since 5/05 3034 total posts
Name:
V
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I'm so sorry
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| Posted 1/18/13 11:18 AM |
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Lala08
2 Princesses coming soon!
Member since 12/12 1539 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
Posted by PhyllisNJoe
My plan was to come on here today and tell you all that my 3rd IUI with RSofNY was a success. I was pregnant. Knew by Saturday, January 5th with positive (faint, but positive) HPT and then on Monday January 7th, the blood test confirmed it. Numbers were low, so they retested 2 days later - they tripled. Then again 2 days after that, they quadrupled.
I was waiting until my first sono which was yesterday to tell everyone on this board. But they didn’t see a sac.
They drew blood and it seems the numbers have dropped. I had a miscarriage. My body seems to have reabsorbed the pregnancy.
I was so happy (fearful, but happy) that it finally happened. I finally saw those 2 glorious lines I hoped for so long. My family was crying with joy, I was crying. I felt different. Finally complete. I found a great man, we have a beautiful home, 2 dogs we love to death, good family and friends - this was the final piece of the puzzle. And now it’s gone.
With that, I am grateful to have become pregnant. I never thought the day would come. I’m also grateful that my body knew something was’t right and decided to reabsorb the pregnancy. May sound nuts, but now I feel like this baby is a part of me forever. Never left my body. And somehow, I take comfort in that.
So now I just wait to begin to bleed. Don’t know how long that takes. Going to the Dr again tomorrow and we’ll see what he has to say. I want to wait at least 2 cycles before thinking of starting up again. This was so much to take mentally & physically, I’m not sure how long it’s going to be before I am ready to stand up and fight again.
Hopefully not too long.
I know how you feel. My numbers were low and they just never picked up. I had a chemical. Started bleeding yesterday. Never even got to the sono stage. I completely hear you on finally feeling complete. Happy I finally saw a positive. I too am happy my body knew something was wrong. It is better this way. I am choosing to move full steam ahead. I feel like it is the only way I can move on. I give you a lot of credit for holding off. Many hugs to you!!!!
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| Posted 1/18/13 11:21 AM |
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TyReseGreen
Lil Prince is here
Member since 8/11 6338 total posts
Name:
Theresa
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Was hoping this post would be different
I am so sorry
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| Posted 1/18/13 11:52 AM |
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NeedaMiracle
LIF Infant
Member since 9/11 158 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I am sorry....
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| Posted 1/18/13 11:54 AM |
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JDubs
different, not less
Member since 7/09 13160 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I'm so sorry.
My are with you.
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| Posted 1/18/13 12:35 PM |
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DitD
LIF Adolescent
Member since 1/12 650 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I am so sorry.
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| Posted 1/18/13 1:19 PM |
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bea559
LIF Toddler
Member since 11/10 457 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I am very, very sorry.
Message edited 1/18/2013 2:36:07 PM.
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| Posted 1/18/13 2:35 PM |
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Wishes1111
LIF Adolescent
Member since 12/10 853 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I'm so sorry I wish there was more to say at this point. Hoping you are able to move on quickly
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| Posted 1/18/13 2:50 PM |
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ElizaRags35
My 2 Girls
Member since 2/09 20494 total posts
Name:
Me
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
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PennyCat
Just call me mommy :)
Member since 7/08 19084 total posts
Name:
Jib
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
Chemicals are such a tease (really, any loss is ... ) but it's so hard to be strung with so much hope just to find out it is not so I'm so sorry you had to go through this roller coaster.
Just remember all those things you listed.. a great man .. a beautiful home.. your two dogs.. family and friends.. sometimes when you're going through this and want something SO bad to have it taken away from you, you lose sight of the things that you DO have. One day you will get your bfp that brings you a baby and then you will have it all!! 
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| Posted 1/18/13 4:21 PM |
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babyfever24
LIF Adult
Member since 1/11 3340 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
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Lillies
Grateful for my babies!
Member since 2/12 4571 total posts
Name:
<3
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
I'm so sorry!!!!!!!!! I am praying for you!!
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| Posted 1/18/13 4:45 PM |
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gina409
TWINS!
Member since 12/09 27635 total posts
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g
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
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| Posted 1/18/13 5:50 PM |
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babydreams21
LIF Adult
Member since 12/12 3656 total posts
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
So sorry for your loss.
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| Posted 1/18/13 9:07 PM |
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AugustMom
LIF Adolescent
Member since 5/11 743 total posts
Name:
Christine
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Was hoping this post would be different
I am sorry! Good vibes for next time!!!
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| Posted 1/18/13 9:08 PM |
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shaese
LIF Zygote
Member since 1/13 28 total posts
Name:
sibi
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Was hoping this post would be different
So sorry to read your post. I had that happen and had to tell my husband when called me before boarding his plane back to Kuwait. My last pregnancy I had a sac no heartbeat, no fetal pole and this was at 6 weeks following my IVF cycle. The RE looked at me and said let's wait 10 more days and do another ultrasound. I went home horrified thinking of a blighted ovum and wanting to run and hide at Easter dinner with the family because they were going to ask. After I went back for redo US there my peanut was beating at 179. My RE was surprised as I was. It was hope and faith to see that beating heart it was a tough pregnancy and I bled weekly for first 20 weeks. My SCH turned partial abrupt ion so after a little bedrest my angel was born at 36 weeks. Keep the faith. God has a plan for you.
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LIRascal
drama. daily.
Member since 3/11 7287 total posts
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Michelle
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Re: Was hoping this post would be different
Keep your beautiful spirit alive and hopeful. it will happen.
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