Re: very sad....

Don't be embarrased. Do you know how many of us have been thru this more times than we care to admit.

Alcohol; specifically wine is my BF when I'm having bad days.

We all need it sometimes to get thru. Have you asked your DR about supplements you can take? Are you taking fish oil capsules??

Allow yourelf this "down" time; b/c before you know it, you will be up and cheery again.

Re: very sad....

For 2 years I was getting calls every months with "I'm sorry hun, it's negative, what do you want to do next?" DRINK, DRINK, DRINK. You are definitely not alone...and sometimes you do need a drink to get through a rough patch. Hang in there...this too shall pass and soon enough you'll want a drink to celebrate. In the meatime,

Re: very sad....

awww i'm so sorry.