Tomorrow is it .. UPDATE: One down one to go **new update** good news!!
I went for my sono and blood work today.. I have 3 follies at 19mm mt lining is perfect and I trigger tonight.. I have the IUI for 10:30 tomorrow.. DH depositing then after it spins I would say 12 noon.. I have never been so scared in my life. I have never hoped or wished this hard.. And I certainly never posted this stuff on a message board. If its not too much trouble I need prayers.PLEASE.. This will be a miracle.. I am doing back to back tomrrow and Wed.. June 11th is my 3 year anniversary. This would be such a gift. Oh dear God Please bless us.. But if its not his will for us..Please help us cope.. This is what I am most afraid of.. Being sad my entire life.. You know?? Bitter not being truly happy.. Cringing everytime I see a pregnant girl.. Or a mommy with her child.. I cant live my life like that.. So what ever it is I need peace!!! Sorry for this long post but I had to get it out.. I hope I dont sounf like a nut!
*UPDATE* I just got home Very Very low sperm count.. I hope tomorrow is better Thanks for all of your prayers..
**Update #2** I just got home.. Well Sperm count was better but not great! I told Dr I felt very crampy today and I think I am just ovulating now? So he did a sono.. Only one of the three follies collapsed..HE WANTS TO DO ANOTHER IUI TOMORROW!!!! I cant believe it free of charge!!!! All the wonderful wishes and prayers are coming through so far!!! I cant believe it 3 iui in a row.. That has to bring my odds up !! Thanks so much girls I love you all so much!!
*UPDATE # 3** Sperm count was the best today But my dr brought me into his office and started to give me some reality checks.. he is advising me to go for the donor eggs.. My DH is pushing so hard for it as well This is so hard to even think about.. It actually hurts my skin.. I still want to be positive about these IUI's.. I just did them!!!! I want to be positive but now I have all of this to think about..
