Ok so I had my first ever IUI on Saturday. While I'm happy that DH and I are taking this whole TTC/IF thing in full force this is all making me really anxious. I woke up very suddenly last night with my heart racing like 100 miles an hour. Felt like a panic attack I'm only at the very beginning of this IF journey and I hope I can learn to relax
I know it's hard, I've done it a few times. My best advice is to start a project to keep yourself busy, clean out the closets (it's spring anyway!) and the drawers, something that will keep you busy.
Sadly, the initial sting wears off the longer you go through IF issues. My emotions were out of control the first 2 months of treatments but now I just go through the motions. I think at this point I am pretty numb to it all. Hopefully you won't get to that point. Hang in there!
