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Goldi0218
My miracles!
Member since 12/05 23902 total posts
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Leslie
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My turn...(long)
It is with great excitement (and a quite a bit of fear) to announce that DH and I are currently 11 weeks and 5 days pregnant. We have endured a process that we did not expect, but every single step of the journey was worth it.
We became patients of Dr. Rosenfeld at NSUH after I was diagnosed with cervical stenosis during a failed attempt at an HSG. After having a laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, D and C and tubal lavage with Dr. R., we were ready to start the IUI process as my cervix was still too stenotic to conceive naturally.
The first IUI was unsuccessful. The second IUI was successful but ended soon after in a chemical pregnancy. It su ck ed but we made peace with it our way feeling it was G-d’s will. We skipped a cycle to make sure all of the PG hormones were out of my system. We felt as if we needed to keep this process more personal and private and tried to keep our processes to ourselves. Creating our child had become an event where everyone in our lives just knew too much, though we were (and are still) extremely grateful for all of the support given to us. It hit me especially hard that I simply couldn’t make a baby with the man I love the way nature intended. So we decided that we would be a bit more discreet. We skipped a cycle and started again. Our third IUI was also successful, however the HCG levels stopped doubling. I was put on progesterone suppositories in the event of a turn around, but it was futile. I miscarried at a little over 6 weeks. DH and I again decided to mourn privately. It was VERY hard on the both of us. I had to go to work in a great deal of physical pain while showing my happy face. DH and I had to go to “simchas” in our family, put on smiles and dodge the dreaded “So? …When…?” questions while we were losing our baby. After a while, we were tired of fielding questions and having close friends and family members, questioning the care we were receiving. And trust me, they did and STILL do. We were able to make peace with the losses in our own way, trusted our physicians and wished everyone else could/would also. It hurt to be an educated and researched adult and have people question your judgment.
On to IUI cycle # 5. I am rarely an early tester, but I tested at 10DPO and saw a faint line, tested again the next day again with FRER and a digital. Sure enough, I was PG. Now I am 3 for 5 unmedicated IUI’s. Just as I was excited, I was fearful and until bloodwork was done, it wasn’t real. As a very wise LIFer told me – miscarriage changes you forever (and it does.) This time, the HCG and progesterone numbers were much higher to begin with and were significantly higher than in the first 2 pregnancies at the same point in time. I had 4 Betas in total and then Doctor stopped testing - I was officially pregnant.
On January 9th, DH and I saw the flutter of a heartbeat for the very first time. Not only were we finally looking at this amazing creation after so many months of disappointment, but it was also my late father’s birthday and we always planned that our first child would be named to honor him. I felt a peace and calm that I hadn’t felt before. I will always believe that my father’s spirit is keeping this child safe.
We were held slightly longer as patients based on our experiences and my age. Two and a half weeks later, we went back for one more sono to assure viability and we were released back to my OB/GYN practice. Dr. Rosenfeld shook DH’s hand, gave me a hug and a kiss and I asked him not to retire until we have our second child. He said he wasn’t going anywhere and as long as I brought cookies he would stick around. (I had brought him, the nurses and office staff holiday cookies at Christmas time).
I would like to thank the IF and TTC communities for its continued and undying support of mine and DH’s journey. I realize that I do not share many of the experiences that bring us all here as we are all different people with different medical and reproductive issues. You have offered me a haven of comfort in my times of need and I will continue to support everyone as you continue towards your goal of becoming parents. You will all be blessed. I believe that from the depths of my heart.
Thank you for allowing me to share my long and verbose story. I hope it can be a source of inspiration for anyone who needs it as you all inspire me daily.
Message edited 2/12/2008 5:57:02 PM.
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QuoteTheRaven424
22 Months?!!!!
Member since 5/05 13659 total posts
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And If That Isn't A True Blue Miracle
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Re: My turn...(long)
ah - the cat is out of the bag 
Congrats 
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leighdvm
My golden boys!
Member since 3/06 4419 total posts
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Michele
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Re: My turn...(long)
OMG Leslie, I have tears in my eyes.......I can't tell you how happy I am for both of you, words just can't describe it! I pray that you have a healthy and happy pregnancy, from the bottom of my heart!      
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Carolyn
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Twin mommy
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Re: My turn...(long)
Wow, Leslie, I have tears in my eyes. I am so so happy for you and your DH. I wish you the best of luck with your pregnancy and I know you will be a wonderful mother.
Hope you're still coming to the GTG 
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SweetTooth
I'm a tired mommy!
Member since 12/05 20105 total posts
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Lauren
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Re: My turn...(long)
OMG LESLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS I am so, so, so happy for you and Ed!!!!!!
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Goldi0218
My miracles!
Member since 12/05 23902 total posts
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Leslie
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Re: My turn...(long)
I couldnt take it anymore. DH forced me to make him cookies to bring to work so I could do it 2 days before 12 weeks.
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babystuff1
LIF Toddler
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Twins for us!!!!
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Re: My turn...(long)
Great news.. good luck!
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maybeamommy
Blessed beyond belief
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Re: My turn...(long)
what a wonderful and inspirational story. wishing you the best of luck 
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Marcie
Complete Happiness :)
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LOVE being a Mommy!
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Re: My turn...(long)
Oh my gosh!!!
Congratulations!!!!
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| Posted 2/12/08 9:58 AM |
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Congrats!!!!!!!
If I could have taken away your pain I would have in a heartbeat. I am sure that your dad is proud of the way you have handled everything. I am jumping up and down and that is not something I usually do in the morning!!!!!
Now, 2 people want to say Congrats. This is one: 
This is the other: 
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Smileyd17
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Mommy
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Re: My turn...(long)
Leslie...I just browsed the albums and came across your pics.
CONGRATULATIONS!!
I am so happy for you guys and ALL THE BEST througout the pregnancy!!!
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boosh1002
We like hanging together!
Member since 5/05 5475 total posts
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Mommy to twins
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Re: My turn...(long)
Its about time you posted this!!!!
Congratulations to you and Ed!!!!
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dm24angel
Happiness
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Donna
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Re: My turn...(long)
This is GREAT news!!!! Wow, you have been through a LOT....
Congrats and I hope the rest of your pregnancy is easy and wishing you happiness with your child in the future!!!!
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Rycois
Blessed with 2blue/2pink
Member since 12/05 13341 total posts
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J
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Re: My turn...(long)
Thrilling news! Congrats to you and Ed - and how very touching (the connection to your father) 
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mikeswife06
Drama Momma
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Anne
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Re: My turn...(long)
You brought tears to my eyes, seriously. I am soooooooo happy for you!
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pinkandblue
Our family is complete, maybe
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Stephanie
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Re: My turn...(long)
wonderful news, congratulations
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LIBOUND
Texting king
Member since 10/05 5289 total posts
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Suzy
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Re: My turn...(long)
I also posted on the pg board, but I also wanted to post here.
IUI #5 was the magic number for us as well.
Again, heartfelt congratulations to you and your DH.
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kmac
Two under two!
Member since 5/07 3703 total posts
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Kris
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Re: My turn...(long)
Oh wow, I am so truly excited for you! You are always there to share a positive thought or advice and I am so glad to see it is your turn and you can move onto the pregnancy board! Hopefully I will join you there soon! Best of luck throughout your pregnancy. Here's to a happy and healthy 9 months! CHEERS!!!
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rose825
Best Friends
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Re: My turn...(long)
Congrats!
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zeta1996
YUMMY!
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Re: My turn...(long)
CONGRATULATIONS!! I wish you a very happy and healthy remainder of your pregnancy!!!!
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pinky
Twin Moms Do Everything Twice
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Re: My turn...(long)
congratulations! IUI #5 was the magic number for me too.
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Kissy331
My two miracles!
Member since 5/06 17826 total posts
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Kristen
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Re: My turn...(long)
Congrats Leslie!!!! I could not be happier for your DH & you
You truly have been through a lot but I am so glad that you are able to see your miracle growing inside of you & what a day to see his/her heartbeat! I hope you have a wonderful rest of your pregnancy!!!!
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PotofLuck06
Our Baby Boy Is Here!!!
Member since 11/06 13241 total posts
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Betsy
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Re: My turn...(long)
Congrats Leslie!!!!!!!!! Like I said before, you deserve every happiness and your friends are here to support you through all of this!!!! Have a happy and healthy 9 months!!!
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Bxgell2
Perfection
Member since 5/05 16438 total posts
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Beth
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Re: My turn...(long)
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! I am so unbelievably happy for you Leslie, I cannot even begin to describe. You are finally going to populate the world with your little army of fat, guilty, jewish babies!
You are my hero, and my inspiration... if there was ever a woman who was destined to be the perfect jewish mommy, and eventually, the perfect jewish bubby, it's you. I can't think of a person better fit for motherhood!
MAZEL TOV!!!
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Phyl
R.I.P. Sweet Mia ♥
Member since 5/06 28918 total posts
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The Mystical Azzhorse! ™
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Re: My turn...(long)
Your fantastic news made my day!
Congrats to you and Ed!
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