Thanks ladies I'm really trying here... Last week when I had one of these episodes I was in wayyyy worse shape emotionally.. even though this time is worse, go figure I think I'm just getting to the point of emotional numbness..
A sick and twisted side of me almost finds humor in this.. like.. OF COURSE I'm bleeding like this at just 7wks... OF COURSE!!
I'm going to Dr.Kofinas tomorrow.. or Dr.B .. I don't know anymore.. one or the other......
(on a side note its extremely hard for me to be serious and not write something about you having YET ANOTHER excuse to get ANOTHER sono..... but im only writing this because i you and you know that i have to joke to make myself feel better about serious situations)
(on a side note its extremely hard for me to be serious and not write something about you having YET ANOTHER excuse to get ANOTHER sono..... but im only writing this because i you and you know that i have to joke to make myself feel better about serious situations)
just go to sono tech school already and then I won't need to have these dramatic clotty outbreaks to get myself in for last minute sonos!!
(on a side note its extremely hard for me to be serious and not write something about you having YET ANOTHER excuse to get ANOTHER sono..... but im only writing this because i you and you know that i have to joke to make myself feel better about serious situations)
just go to sono tech school already and then I won't need to have these dramatic clotty outbreaks to get myself in for last minute sonos!!
its too bad your DH didn't fulfill your wish and buy you a sono machine for hanukkah! maybe santa will leave one under your menorah ;)
I don't know how you go thru all these ups and downs but I'm sending you lots of prayers and hugs
I think I'm just getting to the point of emotional numbness.. 
!!! 
but im only writing this because i 
