Re: Can I have some hugs please...

Re: Can I have some hugs please...

I completely relate. I have a hard time sleeping, as you can see since it is 6AM when I am writing this. I am not upset or worried about being pregnant or a mom but I get so upset about other things. I cry so much, Then I feel bad for the poor baby because I don't think this could be good on him/her. Sometiems I truly feel like I am going crazy.

Re: Can I have some hugs please...

I went through sick depression with my first pregnancy, so bad that I even hate to thin kabout it now. I contributed it to hormones, because once I had her delivered, I was the happiest human being alive. I did not experience amd PPD.

I was so afraid that she wouldn't like me, combined with the fear of a change in my relationship with DH combined with an overwhelming sense of, "I JUST CAN'T HANDLE ALL OF THIS"-I thought about the sleepless nights, the colic, the crying, the illnesses and everything else.

I think that I scared myself so badly during the 9 months, that now is a pure joy!!!!

With this one, I am anot depressed at all, I pretty much know what to expect and I just pray I get no PPD-and another healthy baby (who sleeps 14 hours a night!)...