I was so scared of being a mom. I was eager for him to get out but at the same time wanted him to stay just a little longer because I had no idea what I was going to do once he got here. I was so scared that I would drop him, put his diaper on backwards, his bath would be too hot and I'd hurt him, run to the store and forget him in the house or car, and every other possible scarey scenario that could come to mind.

Once he got here and we were home it really wasnt that scarey anymore. Instincts do kick in, and most of your fears just seem to fade away.