I hate to be so needy but I am just sitting here waiting for my cardiologist to call back. Since it is the Jewish holiday he probably won't call back until sundown or tomorrow. I understand he had emergencies Thursday and Friday and today is a holiday, its just that the waiting is driving me crazy. I tried to work out today and I got dizzy. These meds are making me feel like and I don't know if I should stop taking them because I have not gotten a call back. My cardiologist is wonderful and people fly in from all over the world just to see him; he is in Columbia Presbyterian and is a specialist in what I have. I am just frustrated. I don't know W T F is wrong with me and I just want to know so I can have it fixed. I don't want to sit here and dwell, stew, and freak myself out. Then I eat things I am not supposed to. I was doing so well on WW and this week was horrible because of all this.
Plus, Gracie is teething and is in so much pain. I don't know what to do for her. DH is picking up the Humphery's #3 on his way home from work tonight. We will see if that works.
I guess I am overwhelmed by all the uncertainty. I just want to know what is happening so I can get on with fixing the problem. Sorry to be a downer; I just need to vent.