The 40th week anxiety is here

Tomorrow is my 40 week checkup (Im techically due Friday tho) and I am soooo freaking nervous about the internal and finding if I dilated at all. Im attempting VBA2C so everything has to be 100% natural, no chance of inducing etc. Last time my water didnt break until the night before i turned 42 weeks so good chance I am just one of those people whos body likes to "overbake" but thats not ideal in this circumstance, he wanted me to go by 40 weeks but then again he's kept the pressure off by not discussing the " what if's " If I start to go long overdue and honestly it's a good thing because I dont wanna talk about it either so maybe he's just assuming it's a good chance given my history. I couldnt have given him a more perfect pregnancy to deal with in this circumstance- I only gained 2lbs my entire pregnancy (so he cant complain about my baby being " too big"), perfect mesurements, fluid levels, glucose & blood pressure- not a single issue of the tiniest! My last couple internals were he was gone on vacation so i was checked by the NP and I was completely closed but thinning but the baby is extremely low . I get alot of contractions at night but then they stop. So alot aka torture at this point in hopes of stirring something up and nothing, alot of bouncing on my big excerise ball, walking alot today which gave me nothing but a bad back and violent punching and kicking for 2 hours. Im just labor starts in the next 2 days, before friday so i dont have to deal with the anxiety of the possibilty of going overdue again and dealing with drama that comes with it

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Re: The 40th week anxiety is here

that you go in the next few days! I hope the appointment goes well today!

The 40th week anxiety is here

Saying a prayer for you.