Feeling down (need a little vent)

I'm not one to advertise pessimism, but TTC is starting to beat me down. A little while ago, I realized that I have been off of BCP since last April. There are months that we like crazy And every month it's the same damn negative pregnancy test. I am blessed with my DS who is 16 months old, he's my angel, and I would love more than anything to give him a sibling. I am due for AF around the 13th (I don't know exactly when I ovulated)
I really want to pregnant this month, a Christmas baby would be so special
I am afraid to test and see that big fat negative once again. I am going to try and hold off.
Thanks for reading and letting me vent.
I will leave on a positive note by wishing everyone good luck this month

Re: Feeling down (need a little vent)

i am sorry!

ttc is so hard and can def wear u down!

all we can do is keep going and hope we all get our miracle!

hope you feel better!

Re: Feeling down (need a little vent)

ttc is so frustrating and every month the bfn/af makes me feel so defeated.
hang in there and keep trying
praying that this is your month!
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Re: Feeling down (need a little vent)

You're not along TTC is such a frustrating and sometimes sad experience!! It's so discouraging every month to see AF arrive or get a BFN!

Hang in there-we will all have our time when we finally get that BFP eventually

I'm hoping this is your month!

Re: Feeling down (need a little vent)

TTC is one of the hardest things you can go thru...I feel your pain and hopefully you get a BFP soon!!!

Re: Feeling down (need a little vent)

chin up mama

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Thank you ladies for your support I know I can always count on my TTC ladies to cheer me up I am just very emotional this week (could be PMS, but hoping it's not!!)

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