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So it finally happened to me..
I lost it today..I was sitting in bed, with my laptop, I watched Liza's video that she made for Cailens birthday, and I lost it...How is it possible that I love someone this much, that I have never even met? He was kicking the entire time, while I cried, and I just sat here with my hands on my belly feeling him moving around, like he knew that I was thinking about him. The past 32 weeks have been so hard, even the months before I was pregnant, just ttc, I remember just wanting to give up, but now it has finally hit me, that I love this little man so much, I would do it all over again for him, I would do anything for him. I cant wait to see him smile at me, and I cant wait to see dh holding him..cant wait to wake up at 3 am to feed him, or to stay up all night because he is sick. I never want to miss anything, not one tear, one smile, one skinned knee, I want to be there for it all...its amazing, a little part of my husband and a little part of me have come together, and made this incredible little person inside of me..I used to wonder if he would have green eyes or brown eyes, curly hair like me, or have dhs nose, but none of those things really matter anymore, I just want him to be happy, and I know that I am ready to do whatever it takes to keep him smiling, and safe 
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Re: So it finally happened to me..
 Just wait - the tears, the joy, the need to make evrything perfect for the little boy - it is all beginning for you!!!
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FelAndJon
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Felice (aka LuckyBride2004)
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Re: So it finally happened to me..
Aww, and it only gets better once the baby is here
I used to say with DS, I loved when he would get up in the middle night so I could spend that much more time with him  . I promise, it really is amazing
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