Elizabeth Edwards: John's Affair Made Me Throw Up

In her new memoir, Elizabeth Edwards reveals that she vomited in a bathroom after hearing news of her husband's affair.

"I cried and screamed, I went to the bathroom and threw up," she writes in Resilience (to be published May 12), according to an excerpt by New York's Daily News.

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Elizabeth, 59, who is battling terminal breast cancer, says that John, 55, admitted to an affair with Rielle Hunter just days after declaring his run for president in 2006 -- nearly a year before the National Enquirer broke the story. (She also writes that when John initially admitted the affair he "left most of the truth out.")

To protect her and their three children from media scrutiny, Elizabeth says she urged him to drop out of the presidential race.

He ignored her.

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Last August -- seven months after he quit the race -- the Enquirer reported he was the father of videographer Hunter's infant daughter. John denied paternity; Elizabeth does not address it in the book.

But she declares, "He should not have run."

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Elizabeth also takes aim at Hunter -- whom she never identifies by name.

She writes that Hunter initially seduced her husband outside a swank New York hotel by telling him, "You are so hot."

She suggests Hunter was nothing more than a sad groupie. (Hunter received $114,000 from his political action committee to produce Web site documentaries for the Edwards campaign.)

While her own life may be tragic, Elizabeth writes, Hunter's is "pathetic."

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Although she has struggled to cope with her husband's affair, Elizabeth suggests she forgives him and that they are now on better terms.

"I lie in bed, circles under my eyes, my sparse hair sticking in too many directions, and he looks at me as if I am the most beautiful woman he has ever seen," she writes. "It matters."

Re: Elizabeth Edwards: John's Affair Made Me Throw Up

I used to really like him... until this. What he did to this poor woman is DISGUSTING. She is dying of cancer and this is how he treats her?? B@astard!

Re: Elizabeth Edwards: John's Affair Made Me Throw Up

She is . She is too good for him, and her characterizations of Hunter are too kind. But pathetic groupie types are always homewreckers.