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I want to not care...
that this cycle was a bust. But I do. I didn't want to be sad. I wanted to just focus on what I do have. I don't want to have to go through this again. No one should have to deal with IF more than once. Especially when it took us so long the last time.
This part of the journey might be a lot shorter than I planned. I don't want this to distract me from knowing how blessed I already am or take time away from my precious girl.
Vent over.
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Posted 5/10/13 3:38 PM  |
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PennyCat
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Re: I want to not care...
 I'm so sorry this cycle didn't work out... but please remember it has nothing to do with how blessed you feel ... or how appreciative you are to have your daughter.
It's so easy to feel down and feel bad about it .. I'm pregnant and SO grateful, in fact grateful doesn't begin to describe it (I'm sure you know the feeling!) but between one thing and the next.. preterm labor issues .. strict bed rest .. now I failed my 1hr and totally bummed.. ) it's OK to be upset .. it doesn't mean you aren't totally thrilled and over the moon about what's in front of you .. You can be appreciative and bummed all at once. This isn't what TTC is SUPPOSED to be like!
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| Posted 5/10/13 5:09 PM |
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sunshine13
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Re: I want to not care...
I know how you feel too.. I'm trying not to let this get me down- 2 failed Iui's but when I actually stop to really think about it, I get sad. I tried to cancel my pg blood test this week because AF came and they had me come in anyway. When they called me yesterday to tell me that I wasn't pg, I said- yes I know that's why I didn' want to come in, and I was okay, but then right after that I got very sad.
I have a 5 year old and I feel the same way- I am so grateful that we have him and we are so blessed but we want so badly to give him a sibling and have another child. I got pg on my 3rd month with him. Now we've been trying for over 3 years, and 2 failed IUI's....i'm beginning to think this just isn't going to happen.
I truly believe that whatever is meant to be, will be, but it does make me very sad that maybe we aren't meant to have another.. i'm sorry...
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| Posted 5/10/13 7:30 PM |
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babyfever24
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| Posted 5/10/13 7:30 PM |
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PitterPatter11
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| Posted 5/10/13 7:35 PM |
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babydreams21
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I want to not care...
So sorry. Hang in there.
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| Posted 5/10/13 9:28 PM |
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ShhhTTCin11
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Re: I want to not care...
I'm so sorry. IF sucks!!!!
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| Posted 5/10/13 11:13 PM |
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TyReseGreen
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I want to not care...
I am so sorry!
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| Posted 5/11/13 3:43 PM |
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Re: I want to not care...
Tx everyone. On top of the BFN, I can't even start a new cycle this month due to some scheduling issues.  Guess I'll just enjoy the med free month, I know DH will, LOL.
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| Posted 5/11/13 11:43 PM |
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I want to not care...
i know exactly how you feel. after my recent bfn i was so down and depressed. i think i *thought* before going back to try for #2 that it would be easier for it not to work because i have a dc. boy was i wrong. its still the same horrible feeling as before. dont me wrong, im so incredibly thankful and grateful for my ds. going through this process again makes me truly realize what gift he is.
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| Posted 5/12/13 8:04 AM |
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Re: I want to not care...
to you!
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| Posted 5/12/13 6:43 PM |
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