Took a month off...

After my chemical last month, my dr told me to take a month off. I can't tell u how great it's been w/out stressing and having to go to the dr all the time.

I wasn't on too much for the past month bc I was trying not to think about this too much.

Yesyerday, my younger sis called me with some "bittersweet" (her word) news...she's prego. I sobbed the rest of the day after I got off the phone w/ her---she just went off the pill. AND she's 7.5 years younger. My pity party is almost over and I'm doing better today. It's so touch bc obviously I'm over the moon 4 them but I'm also like, "WT effff?" I know u guys all know how this feels!

I am getting AF today or tomorrow so I'm trying to get geared up for another month. We're doing another IUI/ Clomid cycle but this time w/ Endometrin.

Just wanted to say hi!

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I know how tough that can be - it just stinks all around. Even though you're thrilled for them, it still hurts. We took a 2 month break two earlier this year and it helped so much mentally. Hang in there- your time will come!

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ugh, i know that must have been so hard to hear. so many emotions come with that.. being happy for the person, but feeling sad for yourself and think.. why not ME! you are not alone, we just have to power through that and keep on trucking to get our BFP's! it will happen for all of us!

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I'm so sorry..that must of been very tough for you! You're time will be here soon!

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I'm sorry for the emotional rollercoaster. Just when you take a break.....and relax...everything is going fine...and then you get what feels like a punch in your stomach.

Hang in there! Like most of the PP's said..........our turn will come. And we have to go by God's clock.........not ours.........! I just wish I had the same clock as him b/c mine is wayyyyyy off!

Message edited 6/1/2009 4:46:30 PM.

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I was wondering where you've been! I'm also taking a break and not sure yet when we'll start up as our next step is IVF.

My sister just had a baby yesterday, I know it's hard to hear when someone gets prego right away (my sister's baby was unplanned) but you will love being an aunt. I cried looking at my new nephew, he's so beautiful!

I also got news that my other sister might be trying in August. She's a year older than me but I know how upset I'd be if she gets prego right away. It's just not fair! But at the same time, I'd never wish infertility on anyone so I just have to be happy they don't have to deal with it. Pity party allowed for yourself though!

But you now know that you can get pregnant! It will happen for you!!! Just hang in there.

Message edited 6/2/2009 2:00:32 PM.