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PennyCat
Just call me mommy :)
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Jib
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The routine is old ...
Spent the day with some family which includes babies who would be around the age of my first ..
I had my ritualistic cry in the car, all while feeling sorry for myself ... the whole works.
Sometimes I wish I could just hit a fast forward button .. .but if I saw THIS shit in my future when we first started our journey, I think I would have been committed to a permanent mental institution.
Come on April! New month .. hopefully new (better) possibilities  
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JavaJunkie
Someday, Somehow
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Lois
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Re: The routine is old ...
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Re: The routine is old ...
Things will turn around soon... they HAVE to!! Once you find the perfect match, it will be worth it!
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Lolitababy
LIF Adolescent
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Re: The routine is old ...
I'm not sure why we were delt this deck and I know you have been through much more then I have on this road but I am positive that one day when you are holding your baby it will over power all these trials and life will make sense again! You deserve to be a mommy and I will keep you in my prayers that your time is almost here. I really have faith that all of us on this board will have our prayers answered when they are meant to. It is so hard though:(
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AngnShaun
Sisters
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Ang
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gina409
TWINS!
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Re: The routine is old ...
i wish i knew what to say to make you feel better
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Kris828
Hopeful...
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ThePinkGoose
In Your Hands
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Nunya
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I wish I knew what to say to make it better. Just know that you're not alone.
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beanie571
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LoLaBlue
PARTY OF 5
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CindySN23
Stop, Think & Breathe...
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LadyBug1209
Mommy to FOUR little men!
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IAMMRSBROWN
3 under 2!!!
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lulugrrl
My 3 Blessings
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JDubs
different, not less
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moonmist09
Thank you, St. Gerard!
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01ellie
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beachgirl
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sara
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Re: The routine is old ...
It has to be getting old for you, you have to be at the end of your rope, you have to be pissed off and asking "why me"...but you know what.... you have the stamina to see it through til the end and that is why you are already a great mommy and when that baby or babies!! arrive in your arms you will say "it was worth all the anguish, all the tears and all of the pain".
I honestly dont frequent this board but came on here to follow you and your story and I will follow you until you are on the parenting board.
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MrsM429
Mama x2 <3
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PennyCat
Just call me mommy :)
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Jib
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Re: The routine is old ...
Posted by beachgirl
It has to be getting old for you, you have to be at the end of your rope, you have to be pissed off and asking "why me"...but you know what.... you have the stamina to see it through til the end and that is why you are already a great mommy and when that baby or babies!! arrive in your arms you will say "it was worth all the anguish, all the tears and all of the pain".
I honestly dont frequent this board but came on here to follow you and your story and I will follow you until you are on the parenting board.
Thank you...
And thanks everyone ...
I've just been feeling increasingly isolated lately for a slue of reasons.
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KMCGK
Gotta have faith
Member since 7/09 2176 total posts
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Re: The routine is old ...
You've said it to me once and I'll say it to you again.
"You never know what's around the corner."
You can't give up on hope so hang tight.
Flush the negativity out...things, people, everything...FOR GOOD!
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| Posted 4/2/12 9:07 PM |
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PennyCat
Just call me mommy :)
Member since 7/08 19084 total posts
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Jib
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Re: The routine is old ...
Posted by KMCGK
You've said it to me once and I'll say it to you again.
"You never know what's around the corner."
You can't give up on hope so hang tight.
Flush the negativity out...things, people, everything...FOR GOOD!
Thanks Kelley
In response to those two things...
Thank god I don't know what's around the corner because I think I'd jump through a window 
and. .. I can't give up hope because lately I have none 
You can hit me over the head now 
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KMCGK
Gotta have faith
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Umm...Penny. Negativity is taking you over. Enough. I'm not gonna let it happen!
Now, deep breaths. You have to make the decision to be positive, think positive, to not let your mind wander to those familiar unhappy places. It's obvi more difficult than it sounds. But you can do it. I promise you can. It's not going to be easy to choose "happy thoughts". Shit nothing with IF and miscarriage is ever easy. But, its worth it. Even if it's for five freakin' minutes, the smile, is worth it. Envision and be thankful. It's almost like The Secret with the visualization where you don't dwell on the past but you dwell on the end result, in the future- of you holding your baby in your arms.
So stop rolling your eyes and try it. Little by little you can restore your hope. That's the great thing about Faith. It'll never turn it's back on you.
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PennyCat
Just call me mommy :)
Member since 7/08 19084 total posts
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Jib
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Re: The routine is old ...
Posted by KMCGK
Umm...Penny. Negativity is taking you over. Enough. I'm not gonna let it happen!
Now, deep breaths. You have to make the decision to be positive, think positive, to not let your mind wander to those familiar unhappy places. It's obvi more difficult than it sounds. But you can do it. I promise you can. It's not going to be easy to choose "happy thoughts". Shit nothing with IF and miscarriage is ever easy. But, its worth it. Even if it's for five freakin' minutes, the smile, is worth it. Envision and be thankful. It's almost like The Secret with the visualization where you don't dwell on the past but you dwell on the end result, in the future- of you holding your baby in your arms.
So stop rolling your eyes and try it. Little by little you can restore your hope. That's the great thing about Faith. It'll never turn it's back on you.
Thanks I know you always make a lot of sense, it's just hard. One thing I appreciate is I know you will never 'forget' where you came from and it means a lot.
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