I sit here and wonder Is it ever to be? Will I get to display The mother in me? Wonder in time How the story will end, Will they just be for others- The showers I attend. When’s it my turn I ask God each day, The only answer I get Is, “Not today”. I ask only to know What my future might be, To plan and prepare God, please tell me. I just need to know How long to be strong, For sometimes I question my strength to go on. I sit here and wonder Is it ever to be? Will I get to display The mother in me?