so I am hoping that someone can pull me out of the hole i am in right now. I have been sitting here crying over watching Guilanna and Bill re-living my experience and just cant believe that i am done. I was doing so good until AF very lately showed up, my SIL is 15wks and looks so cute, and everyone was talking about babies. My brother the whole time watching to see if I was getting upset. i don't know how to make myself feel better its been 4 days OI cant break out of it.
ugh - i watched the first episode a week ago. For some reason i thought it would be a good idea to DVR it. But it was def way to close to home. No way i am watching when she finds out she miscarried, etc. I think it would be like reliving the situation over again...... lots of hugs
Thanks today is a bit better. I worked out and I am trying to keep my mind active with other things I don't think I will watch the second episode. Too much not to mention greys anatomy she's saying she's got a hostile uterus unfortunately channel 5 is out fi should just stay away from the tv all together. Thanks ladies for the support you really are great. Thank you
