new here..and GRRRRR

hi ladies. hubby and i are not "trying" for baby #3. (oldest DS would be 4, we lost him after a battle with pediatric liver disease when he was just months old, and youngest ds is healthy and will be 3 in sept.) i even in fact have mirena in, so i'm plugged so to say.

ALL i can think about for the past few months is having another baby. we aren't financially prepared, (but weren't with either of the boys and we are making it) among other things. being the fact that ds is going to be 3 in sept, if we got preggo, the kids would be almost 4 years apart. and if we waited even longer, almost 5. that is just too big of an age difference for me. i know i just have to deal with it, but i just have this intense, passionate longing to add to our family. i've NEVER felt anything like this before. dh shuts me down when i talk about it, (rightfully so) but these feelings won't go away. i'm loosing it! i want to call my dr and get this mirena yanked out and hop on the baby train!

thanks for letting me vent!

Re: new here..and GRRRRR

Vent away, darling... wish I could help more than just virtual hugs...

Re: new here..and GRRRRR

Re: new here..and GRRRRR

Re: new here..and GRRRRR

I'm so sorry. It must be so hard. I can understand how strong that desire is! Was it always the plan to have one DC? Or did DH just recently decide he didn't want another?