I know I haven't posted much while ttc #2, but it's been a rough journey. My last post was about recurrent loss because I thought for sure I was having another chemical (beta on 14dpo was 25 which was the lowest yet and I had 2 chemicals this year). But MUCH to my surprise I tested the night before my repeat beta just to make sure it was going to be negative (18dpo) and I got some SUPER dark lines! My repeat beta was 325 and we've now seen the hearbeat twice and I graduated from the RE on Monday I keep saying this is the "surprise" pregnancy we will never have, lol!
I really thought the second time around was going to be easy since we had so many frozen embryos, but it took 4 cycles (over 1.5 years) and 2 chemicals to get here. Such an emotional roller coaster, I almost called it quits so many times. I'm so happy we kept on going and I can't wait for DS to be a big brother.
I'm just about 8 weeks, but measuring a little small on u/s so I'm still really nervous but trying to stay positive. Thanks to everyone for the support, I know I wasn't a big poster this time around, but just knowing that others were going through the same emotions was a big comfort.
I keep saying this is the "surprise" pregnancy we will never have, lol!
