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maybemommy10
Big Brothers to Be !
Member since 2/10 3868 total posts
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I'm back from vacation and ....
the $itch showed up while on vacation  Almost a week early.
That's my 5th IUI (2 b2b and 1 single IUI).
Insurance requires 12 IUI's before they will cover IVF, so we need to do 4 more cycles of B2B IUI's. 
So back to the shots, pills, mointorings, juggiling me and DH work schedule starting tonight I am just so so tired of it all, it is nearly impossible for me to stay positive at this point. I am starting to feel this will just never happen for us (its been nearly 2 years) this has CONSUMED me and now i feel i have exhausted myself. The stress has worn me down.
I asked DH how he feels about adoption this week, its like the BIG pink elephant in the room, so i finally brought it up, and he is really not for it at ALL. I know its not for everyone, and although i don't share his feelings or even understand them, i respect them.
I have not cried once during any of this, but for some reason TODAY i just feel like crawling into bed and crying. Thanks for reading and  to you all
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Posted 4/24/10 12:07 PM  |
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FergieK
Loving my girls
Member since 7/09 2533 total posts
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
Im sorry you feel like that. I just wanted to send you  and some that your next cycle is the one that gets you a baby.
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| Posted 4/24/10 12:16 PM |
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MissMeliss
Love my kids
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
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| Posted 4/24/10 12:25 PM |
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MrsDeVito
Gio's gonna be a big brother!
Member since 7/09 4671 total posts
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Christina
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
I'm so sorry you're feeling down! I hope this cycle brings you a BFP!
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| Posted 4/24/10 1:23 PM |
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duchess9678
LIF Infant
Member since 12/08 150 total posts
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Stacy
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
I'm so sorry your feeling blue, lots of
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| Posted 4/24/10 3:32 PM |
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angel333
Sigh.....
Member since 3/10 1803 total posts
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AKS
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
I just want to give a few I know exactly how you feel But there is always hope for next month 
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| Posted 4/24/10 3:47 PM |
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wants2bamom
Praying For A Miracle
Member since 10/09 1652 total posts
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L
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
Im so sorry
I hope this cycle is a BFP for you!!
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| Posted 4/24/10 5:55 PM |
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PennyCat
Just call me mommy :)
Member since 7/08 19084 total posts
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Jib
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
I'm so sorry!
This is just such a frustrating process. I wish insurance was more supportive of IF issues.. it's absolutely ridiculous how they have these 'rules'  This is such a psychologically stressful time and it really DOES take a toll!!!
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| Posted 4/24/10 8:17 PM |
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Athee
I believe in miracles!
Member since 8/07 2462 total posts
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
im so sorry you are going through this!!! it WILL happen and when it does, you will be the happiest mommy to be ever!!
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| Posted 4/25/10 9:31 AM |
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nycgirl
Angels!
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
It's still early for you... you've only really had 2 cycles of IUIs (think about it like that).
This year is going to be tough... but you will get through it.
Somewhere before IVF, I asked DH would he be OK if we never had any children. He honestly replied that he married me for more than that. I will never forget that. If you have that, you can work through anything.
Adoption talk is scary to a guy & I think that you are too early on to really think about it if you are willing to do IVF still.
But, with that in mind, during out TTC journey, we ran into a couple who adopted 2 children with medical needs. The whole idea of adoption was much easier after that.
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| Posted 4/25/10 12:10 PM |
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Mountaineer
LIF Infant
Member since 7/09 112 total posts
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SB
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Re: I'm back from vacation and ....
  so sorry to hear this.
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| Posted 4/25/10 10:52 PM |
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