If I leave that office crying ONE more time......... Update

they will give me a new diagnosis of 'crazy girl who can't keep her sh*t together'


We may not transfer.. I don't even know what to say anymore.

Update

My dh wasn't with me at the appointment but when I called him from the car crying, he called and spoke to Dr.B himself

Anyway......... new plan is that we WILL transfer. Originally he thought that emotionally I wouldn't be able to handle a negative. Umm .. .really Dr.B? I'm a warrior of bad news by now, I can take it allllllll It's to the point where bad news is just amusing. (that's my coping strategy at least)



So, we're doing it. Until proven otherwise, I'm pregnant with twins starting tomorrow.

Message edited 11/16/2011 12:04:26 PM.

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Oh no Jackie. I am so sorry. Why, if it Dr. B said there would be no change, what changed? I mean, well, you know what I mean.

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I'm so sorry sweetie. I don't even know what to say

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Oh no Jackie...what happened?!

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WTH happened???????

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I don't even know, it just feels like from one appointment to the next there's always a different story.... first my lining is good.. then it stinks.. then we should transfer... then we shouldn't... I'm just about ready to

Anyway there's one more thing we can try next cycle and he says my lining definitely can't get any worse so we have nothing to lose, just time. So... ultimately it's up to me- although medically, his advice is to cancel. I don't know what to say anymore. We already invested so much time and money.. not to mention emotions....

I'm afraid of canceling just to have the SAME lining next cycle anyway (which is the likely scenario) making canceling this cycle pointless.


I just don't know anymore. I am the type that NEVER gambles. It's just not my thing. This is so hard for me.

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i don't even know what to say because all of this is just so horrible so i'm going to just give you lots of hugs you know that if you want to talk/vent you can FM me anytime.

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I'm sorry that u r going through this. I would take the chance and transfer. Don't want to knock these doctors, because they r the ones with the doctorate but they are not always 100% accurate(if you can find it my first IVF cycle posting). I wish u the best.

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I'm so sorry

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I'm so very sorry to read this I can only say that you have to go with what your heart and mind tells you to. I'm praying that everything works out for you.

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Im so sorry. Whatever decision you make good luck

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I am so sorry!

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I wish I knew what advice to give you Jackie!!!

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Love your update. Good luck tomorrow Jackie!!!

You definitely have a good man there.

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Great update. I'm glad you are transferring-----otherwise it just feels like wasted time.

Praying for you!

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Sending you and wishing you the best of luck!!! Sending prayers your way!!

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Thanks ladies... these rollercoasters is exactly why I wasn't originally going to update until AFTER my beta!!

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Posted by PennyCat

Thanks ladies... these rollercoasters is exactly why I wasn't originally going to update until AFTER my beta!!

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Posted by RGEC47

Posted by PennyCat

Thanks ladies... these rollercoasters is exactly why I wasn't originally going to update until AFTER my beta!!

I hear ya! But, it is hard to keep it in, especially after being so open and having such amazing support on here. Thus, my "coming out" thread.

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Posted by RGEC47

Posted by PennyCat

Thanks ladies... these rollercoasters is exactly why I wasn't originally going to update until AFTER my beta!!

I hear ya! But, it is hard to keep it in, especially after being so open and having such amazing support on here. Thus, my "coming out" thread.

Seriously!! I left my appointment and my first thought was.... I gotta go home and update!!



(umm .. after I finished my meltdown, of course)