Oh sweetie I am sooooo sorry. As you know through my recent post and our FM's I am going through the same thing. I just went this morning for my hcg level to confirm its going down and now I'm just sitting here waiting to hear. It's so hard, one minute I'm okay and the next I'm crying uncontrollably. Thank god I have my DH for comfort and support, we cry together and thats all I can ask for. This can be such a lonely time so make sure you get through this together ( you and DH). FM me if you need to talk.