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Jesaroo
is not the girl you knew

Member since 5/05 14266 total posts
Name: Jes
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Hi Everyone!
hi everyone!
sorry ive been mia lately.
i moved out almost a month ago and i have no computer.... well, i DO but mia chewed the adapter cord for the charger, so i need to get a new one.
anyway, thank you all for your kind fms and myspace messages, thoughts and hugs.
ive decided that even though i love dh dearly, i am not so much "in love" with him as i once was, or as much as i feel i should be.
he is an amazing man and i truly wish him nothing but happiness.
ive been living in a new place for almost a month now. and have done alot of growing up. i mean, i always felt i was alittle more mature for my age, but i am now fully understanding life a bit more. which is what i wanted anyway. i knew this was not going to be easy and i WANT the challenge.
its interesting. ive done alot of what i call "grown up things" like getting ym own cell phone bill, getting my own bank account, etc.
Dharma is with me and soon Saffythe cat will be too. Splitting up the dogs is one of the hardest things ive ever gone through. i miss them so much.
i am currently at Kevins place (my old place) i come sometimes when he is at work to visit the dogs, pay my bills (& parking tickets ) online, and pack up more of my crap.
dh is really not taking this all that well and i am worried for him. he has lost a significant amount of weight and is pretty depressed i believe.
this is a very tough situation, but i am finding happiness through all the saddness.
to make matters worse, i think some of you may have known my grandmother has been sick for 9 years with emphesemia (and a million other problems) and she lost her battle last week. i was on li for her wakes and funerals. i was very close with her, she was a big part of my life, and burying her was one of the hardest things ive ever had to do. so, needless to say, this has been a really sad, hard time for me.
but thank you for everything, i just wanted to give you all a mini update and thank you all so much.
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Posted 11/15/07 2:43 PM |
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MsSissy
xoxoxo

Member since 3/07 39159 total posts
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Re: Hi Everyone!
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Posted 11/15/07 2:45 PM |
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evnme
My little lamb

Member since 8/05 12633 total posts
Name: aka momma2b
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Posted 11/15/07 2:46 PM |
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KGools
Happy

Member since 9/06 9532 total posts
Name: Kim
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Re: Hi Everyone!
Good to hear from you. So sorry about your grandmother . Everything will work out the way they were meant to. Seems like you're doing the right thing. Don't be a stranger!
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Posted 11/15/07 2:47 PM |
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JodiBabe
Married for 9 yrs!!!!!!

Member since 5/05 6672 total posts
Name: Jodi
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Re: Hi Everyone!
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Posted 11/15/07 2:48 PM |
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Shelly
She's 7!!!

Member since 8/05 14624 total posts
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Re: Hi Everyone!
Its good to hear from you.
I'm so sorry about your grandmother. I know how hard it is to lose a grandparent.
Congratulations on your new found independence. I find that living on your own is such a great part of growing up. I am sorry that it has to stem from so much pain, but it sounds like you are doing the right thing for yourself. Good luck with everything.
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Posted 11/15/07 2:50 PM |
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4ForMe
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Member since 11/05 5666 total posts
Name: Barbara
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Re: Hi Everyone!
I'm so sorry about your grandmother
Good luck to you!!
Message edited 11/15/2007 2:54:03 PM.
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Posted 11/15/07 2:52 PM |
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zaidam
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Posted 11/15/07 2:52 PM |
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zaidam
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Posted 11/15/07 2:53 PM |
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LIMOMx2
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Posted 11/15/07 2:53 PM |
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yankinmanc
Happy Days!

Member since 8/05 18208 total posts
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Re: Hi Everyone!
Great to hear from you. I hope that everything works out for the best!
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Posted 11/15/07 2:53 PM |
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anonttcer
BOOOO for fall!

Member since 7/06 10082 total posts
Name: Meaning a NON ttcer!
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Re: Hi Everyone!
Good luck with everything! I admire your strength.
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Posted 11/15/07 2:56 PM |
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mka06
LIF Adult

Member since 8/06 1079 total posts
Name: Melis
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Re: Hi Everyone!
So sorry to hear of the loss of your grandmother! I lost my grandpa in January and I know how hard it is.
Sorry to also hear that you are going through some tough times personally, but you should be proud of yourself for doing what you think is right for yourself even though it was challenging.
Best of luck!!
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Posted 11/15/07 3:02 PM |
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CkGm
They get so big, so fast :(

Member since 5/05 13848 total posts
Name: Christine
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Re: Hi Everyone!
I am so sorry about your Grandma and your breakup. You sound good though
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Posted 11/15/07 3:05 PM |
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pinkandblue
Our family is complete, maybe

Member since 9/05 32436 total posts
Name: Stephanie
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Re: Hi Everyone!
sorry about your grandma, nice to "see" you again
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Posted 11/15/07 3:11 PM |
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Marcie
Complete Happiness :)
Member since 5/05 27789 total posts
Name: LOVE being a Mommy!
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Re: Hi Everyone!
So sorry to hear about your grandmother
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Posted 11/15/07 3:18 PM |
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Tany
Becoming a different woman

Member since 5/05 24460 total posts
Name: Tania
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Re: Hi Everyone!
Jes, first of all i'm so sorry about your grandma, second of all, i'm glad to hear that despite what a hard time this must be for you, you are persevering and moving forward.
Maybe some time apart will make you realize some needed truths.
I wish you only the best, you deserve it.
You know i'm always here for you and i have been thinking about you a lot.
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Posted 11/15/07 3:56 PM |
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Posted 11/15/07 3:59 PM |
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lucyloo
nope
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Re: Hi Everyone!
Welcome back! I'm sorry to hear about your Grandma.
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Posted 11/15/07 4:01 PM |
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sunflowerjesss
Mommy to 3!

Member since 10/05 20369 total posts
Name: Jesss, duh.
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Re: Hi Everyone!
Sorry to hear about your grandmother.
Good luck on your new endeavors!
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Posted 11/15/07 4:08 PM |
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Dani922
Here's to new beginnings

Member since 10/07 7260 total posts
Name: Danielle
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Posted 11/15/07 4:58 PM |
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SweetestOfPeas
J'taime Paris!

Member since 3/06 32345 total posts
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Re: Hi Everyone!
I am so sorry about your grandma
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Posted 11/15/07 5:00 PM |
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leighdvm
My golden boys!

Member since 3/06 4419 total posts
Name: Michele
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Re: Hi Everyone!
I'm so sorry about your grandmother
but very happy to see that you are doing what is best for you!
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Posted 11/15/07 5:00 PM |
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Gertyrae
Peace out Homies!

Member since 5/05 20046 total posts
Name: Gerty ®
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Re: Hi Everyone!
Good luck to you! I'm sorry about your grandma...
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Posted 11/15/07 5:01 PM |
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lvdolphins
My Loves!

Member since 5/05 46292 total posts
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Re: Hi Everyone!
Good to hear from you. Sorry about your grandmother.
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Posted 11/15/07 5:01 PM |
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