So I only got my BFP on Tuesday but I have not had a happy relaxed moment ONCE in the past 4 days because of a negative nancy of a nurse who said I had a low beta (36 at 12DPO, 77 at 14DPO but they are doubling!) and low progesterone (10 at 12DPO, 13 at 14DPO and went on suppositories). Tonight I finally allowed myself to look at maternity clothes online to maybe get myself into being pg a little more and it did help. It's certainly better than looking up all the beta ranges that are 'normal'.
I also found 2 very adorable diaper bags in the maternity section at gap.com. They're a little on the pricey side BUT I may have a bargaining chip. DH has said he doesn't want to know the sex and I do. Maybe my position can be swayed with expensive yet unisex baby accessories.
