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sunleo
LIF Infant
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Am I crazy...
TTC for the last 9 months and having a difficult time. Got pregnant with DD on our first try, so you can see why I am really frustrated and depressed.
Went to the my regular doctor yesterday because I was having chest pains, shortness of breath etc. After exam, pretty much told me probably acid reflux and after talking for a while, she and I both realized how stressed I am and as a result my anxiety issues are out of control. I sat there crying because I just am so overwhelmed.
Before she could give me a prescription for medication, she had me pee in cup for a HPT, which of course came up a BFN - nothing like pouring salt into a wound.
Here's how delusional I am. There is that little part that is praying that they test is wrong. I got my smileys on CD15 & CD17 (not CD16 - which is bizarre) and today is CD28. My cycles have been between 29-35 days. As far as symptoms, I don't even read into them because I make myself crazy.
I know a BFP is so unlikely and I am just setting myself up for disappointment, I just can't help but be a little optimistic. If AF comes, I go for the dye test 7 days later and then start fertility stuff. Maybe I am just anxious about that.
Sorry so long, just needed to get it out there. Thanks for reading. Guess I just need to have faith in the future. 
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Posted 1/12/11 8:34 PM  |
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gina409
TWINS!
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Re: Am I crazy...
its frustrating i know..we are on month 9 as well and it just gets harder and harder..cant give up hope and we just have to keep trying
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| Posted 1/12/11 8:39 PM |
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Bearcat
Love my little girls!!! <3
Member since 6/10 10818 total posts
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Re: Am I crazy...
sending you lots of 
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| Posted 1/12/11 8:39 PM |
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petvet
LIF Adult
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Meredith
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Re: Am I crazy...
Ugh, definitely sounds like anxiety. I have it and it sucks big time. Funny I too was prescribed acid reflux meds for my issues first before we realized my symptoms were from anxiety and not a reflux issue. I hope you get your BFP soon, I'm sure it is very stressful to get negatives every month when you want a BFP so badly. 
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| Posted 1/12/11 8:41 PM |
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DiamondGirl
You are my I love you
Member since 7/09 18802 total posts
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DiamondMama
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Re: Am I crazy...
It COULD have been wrong , I hope its your month
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| Posted 1/13/11 6:38 AM |
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CatNYC123
Happy Thoughts
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Cathy
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Re: Am I crazy...
I've been so convinced that the tests were wrong that even 4 days into having AF, I was like... "no, but I still think I am pg!" 
It's hard, I know!
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| Posted 1/13/11 7:21 AM |
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apples99
love my sunshine..
Member since 11/08 1535 total posts
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me
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Re: Am I crazy...
hoping this is your month  
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| Posted 1/13/11 7:45 AM |
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LoLaBlue
PARTY OF 5
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| Posted 1/13/11 7:58 AM |
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kelkel09
Love my twins!!!
Member since 6/10 5183 total posts
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Re: Am I crazy...
i def don't think you are crazy. this is a stressful process! hang in there!
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| Posted 1/13/11 9:16 AM |
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MrsKS
Thank You St. Gerard.....
Member since 12/09 8306 total posts
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Kerri
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Re: Am I crazy...
I'm sorry. Hang in there.
It took me 9 months.
Have you tried Deanna's Plan? If not, it's worth looking into.
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| Posted 1/13/11 11:58 AM |
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Shelleybean11
Mommy of 2!
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Re: Am I crazy...
We are on month 9 too. Getting pg with DS was so easy, I thought it would be the same this time too. I really understand the frustration.
I hope you get your BFP very soon!
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| Posted 1/13/11 1:24 PM |
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