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Lillies
Grateful for my babies!
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Just venting..
My good friend had her baby boy last night-- the one I was shopping for. I'm soo freaking happy and excited but part of me is in panic mode. It really set in last night that I have been TTC for a year. That's a lot of time. When will it be my time  I don't mean to sound selfish, but I'm really scared that something is wrong with me 
Vent over.. Now headed to the hospital to  over a beautiful baby!
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Posted 12/29/12 12:08 PM  |
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asecretmommytobe09
My little pumpkin is here!!!!
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Re: Just venting..
im so sorry your going through this.  I know that your going to see a RE soon correct. I hope that you will find all your answers there, and continue your journey to your BFP!!
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| Posted 12/29/12 12:32 PM |
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PhyllisNJoe
My Box Is Broken
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Re: Just venting..
Hopefully your RE can shed some light on what's going on and help you get that BFP! I know exactly how you feel. It can be pretty depressing at times. Feeling like it's never going to happen. KEEP THE FAITH!
May 2013 bring you that BFP!!!!!!
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| Posted 12/29/12 12:38 PM |
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Lillies
Grateful for my babies!
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Re: Just venting..
Thanks girls, I really appreciate it! Hoping we all get our BFP's in 2013!!
Message edited 12/29/2012 1:08:02 PM.
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| Posted 12/29/12 1:07 PM |
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TyReseGreen
Lil Prince is here
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Just venting..
Well I think you made the right decision to seek an RE, and hopefully you will get the answers you need and a BFP in 2013
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| Posted 12/29/12 2:57 PM |
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EnV-McC
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Re: Just venting..
I know the feeling. DH and I know 8 people that have just had babies or are pregnant! 
As happy as you feel for others, sometimes you can't help but feel sorry for yourself. There's no easy way to get over it but what helps me is to keep reminding myself of other situations I didn't think I would pull through but did, and keep my faith. Your time- all of our times WILL come!
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| Posted 12/29/12 3:49 PM |
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Lillies
Grateful for my babies!
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Re: Just venting..
Posted by EnV-McC
I know the feeling. DH and I know 8 people that have just had babies or are pregnant!
As happy as you feel for others, sometimes you can't help but feel sorry for yourself. There's no easy way to get over it but what helps me is to keep reminding myself of other situations I didn't think I would pull through but did, and keep my faith. Your time- all of our times WILL come!
I am usually such a happy, positive person but when I was wrapping the baby clothes, I welled up a little in tears. I think it may be AF getting the best of me
Thank you and you are right. It will come!
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| Posted 12/29/12 4:20 PM |
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babydreams21
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Re: Just venting..
I totally feel you on this. My BFF just announced she is pregnant this week. She was in the whatever happens happens mode and was surprised to be pregnant. I am really happy for her but it makes me think something must be wrong with me.
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| Posted 12/30/12 7:55 PM |
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latinaj
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Re: Just venting..
lots of hugs to you! i'm on the same boat as you...my 2 BFFs just had the most precious babies 3 wks apart.
i love them dearly and i'm so happy for them...but this is our year.. so stay strong!
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| Posted 12/31/12 9:56 AM |
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FlowerWife
Positive Vibrations...
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Just venting..
ive been there and all i can say is, even if something is wrong, in most cases it can be treatable. at this point in your journey focus on the big picture and looking for solutions. its so easy to wallow but in the end you will have a baby and it wont matter how you got there.
i think there is always the "fear" of there being something wrong - but fear will only hold you back from finding out what the issue is and correcting it. there's nothing wrong with having a problem, its nothing you did or can control, it is what it is. coming to terms with it is hard but you have to do the best you can to see the big picture. and hopefully before that even happens, you're pregnant and don't have to think about it anymore
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| Posted 12/31/12 10:21 AM |
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Lillies
Grateful for my babies!
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Re: Just venting..
I think that is exactly what it is-- I'm actually realizing that this is a longer road than initially expected and its all setting in. I am praying everyday that this is all bringing me closer to having a baby. I scheduled with RS of NY, and am so ready for this!
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| Posted 12/31/12 10:50 AM |
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