I wish I could just let go and let it be

Today I am 9dpo and when I went to the bathroom my CM had a brown/pink color to it. It looked like I saw a little blood in it too. I know I'm not out, but I usually spot at 10 or 11 dpo and then get AF. My mom was asking me before about what I wanted for dinner. She said if there was one thing that would make you so happy to have for dinner what would it be? I just started crying hysterically. She didn't know what to do. I didn't even really understand why I was crying.
Uhhhh, this whole process is just very difficult.

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I am so sorry It really is such a hard process. Sending you lots of huggies! I do hope its not AF thats coming

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i totally hear you!!!
so sorry!

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when it does not come to us so easily it is such a hrad painful draining process and unless u have been through it u just do not know

feel better

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I am sorry We have all had moments like that. This process is very draining and consuming, but we have to let ourselves have these moments, and then pick up and carry on.

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It's such an emotional rollercoaster, this whole process. Sometimes you just got to let it out. Lots of your way!

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LOTS of hugs.

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its very emotional when you dont get your bfp right away....sometimes you just need a good cry to feel better

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Thanks girls!! It just all hit me yesterday. I never imagined when I had gone through my mc back in January that I would still be on this TTC journey today. I am trying my best to keep the faith. My fertility bracelet came in the mail today and I just ran out to the mailbox and put it right on. Thank you so much for the support. As I pray for my own little miracle I will pray for all of you as well!

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its depressing and draining and I cry every month and everytime I hear someone is preggo I am happy for them but I'm super jealous too. I was reading a book the other day and the character got preg on the first try and I refuse to keep reading the book. Oh yeah and my sister had to rub it in how my bil just looks at her and she's preg. We are all here for you and crying and losing it are allowed.

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I'm praying for you!!!!!!!!!

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Posted by Teach723

Thanks girls!! It just all hit me yesterday. I never imagined when I had gone through my mc back in January that I would still be on this TTC journey today. I am trying my best to keep the faith. My fertility bracelet came in the mail today and I just ran out to the mailbox and put it right on. Thank you so much for the support. As I pray for my own little miracle I will pray for all of you as well!