Feeling defeated

We tried for so long to get pregnant with DC#1 and I dreamed that going for #2 would be simple. We'd do our FET with our remaining embryos and maybe even get pregnant with twins. It would be simple and our lives would be complete.

That's just not happening. We did get pregnant but it was a chemical. Now we can't afford to do another IVF. I've never had any fertility coverage and I finally have a plan that covers IUIs so we decide to do injectable/IUI cycle. I had 3-5+ good follies that were mature and we did the back-to-back IUIs and I tested this morning and it was BFN. I went for the beta anyway and I'm just waiting for results to confirm it.

I'm realizing that this isn't going to be easy. Once again we will need to go through all of these injections and whatnot and it's just crazy to me that we have to do this all again. I hate it. And to top it all off, I just found out when going for my beta at Dr. B's office that they no longer accept my insurance. I just don't even know what to do anymore

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You and I are in the same the same boat,I'm tired and bummed about my bfn and now onto the FET. I thought once i had at least one I would be ok but i really want another and it's been twice as hard with one loss and I can't seem to get pregnant!

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Where do u live? I loved Flisser at RMANY in garden city...he didn't take my insurance and if I end up maxing my insurance out I'm going to see him again,loved him. I see long island ivf now in Melville.

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Trust me, I get it. The only thing we can do is to keep going.

You will get there.

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I just saw this after I sent you the FM. I completely know how you feel. I really thought we had this IF licked after conceiving DS and that we'd just go back when he was 6 months old and *POOF* DC#2. Yeah...6K out of pocket and over a year later still no sibling for DS I feel you sweetie, I really do

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