I am the only one who get bummed during the 2ww

So her I sit at 3dpo and I am already feeling out. I have so much hope going into every month and then once we wait, I doubt everything. I use opk's and get my smiley on CD18. We BD every other day from CD 10, then the day of my smiley and two days after. I am using preseed and this month tried raspberry tea. This month, my dr had me go for a hormone panel just to see that everything is working ok, which coincided with the smiley. The bw came back and I know I didn't O when the blood was drawn, but now I am convincing myself that I didn't O at all and this month is going to pass by. I haven't spoken to him yet- have to wait til tomorrow. I know this is just my mind messing with me and maybe it is because I can do nothing but wait... At least before O we can be pro-active with things. I hate counting myself out unnecessarily. IDK- I guess I am just having one of those days. Sorry for the rambling, but thanks for letting me vent.

Re: I am the only one who get bummed during the 2ww

I hope that all your worries are for nothing and you get your BFP this month

Re: I am the only one who get bummed during the 2ww

Hang in there!! You're not out yet!!

Re: I am the only one who get bummed during the 2ww

awww im sorry! i dont look foward to the 2ww either bc i have been through so many with no result

but we cant give up hope until we r out and 3 dpo who knows yet

hang in there

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I honestly thought I was out my entire 2ww. So much so that I told DH I was getting AF. I was shocked when I took a test on 10 dpo and got a BFP. Anything is possible..don't count yourself out!

Re: I am the only one who get bummed during the 2ww

It's totally normal to go from feeling in and out all during the wait. Just remind yourself it's going to happen one of these days, so whats to say this cycle can't be the winner? Good luck!