I'm in a total funk and I just can't shake it. I flet it coming on Wednesday morning and it hasn't left! Even my poor Mother is getting on my nerves. I try and take my mind off TTCing with a romantic dinner last night b/c DH and I never see each other anymore b/ cof his work schedule and DH was more interested in how his NY Rangers did than how my day at work was! He says I tell him everything, but it would be nice to be asked "How are you?" Thank God I got out of plans of seeing my preggo cousin tonight b/c that wouldn't have done me any good. I JUST WANT A BABY DAMN IT! I feel the more I want it the further away it is. Plus, I'm in my O weekend, but don't even know if O'd b/c I put myself in such a funk...no smiley and my temp didn't rise! Sorry to vent...needs some hugs!
you!
