I've posted, vented, and cried before and here I am again.
I had no idea what board this belonged on and then I realized that's probably because I shouldn't be on LIF writing about it yet again but here I am and I know this board is where I want to be and I know how badly so many of you want to be pregnant so I figured you would understand me so I hope you don't mind me butting in. ETA: My DH is saying "one and done" and I want one more. He feels so lucky and doesn't want to push his luck, he is scared about how things will change with another and feels god forbid the child had any special needs he doesn't think he is the type of person to handle it and add to that the financial aspect.
Another baby shower tomorrow. Feel like EVERYONE around me is having babies, 3 of my cousins, 2 of my DH's friends/wives, 3 of my friends. And while I couldn't possible be more excited for them and couldn't possibly be any more grateful for my DD, the burning desire for just one more DC is getting worse when I though it would subside.
Re: To all the girls who want a baby as bad as I do
I am in the same boat I adore and appreciate my DS so much and that desire that everyone says will go away NEVER did! I want nothing more than for my little guy to have a brother or sister a play I want nothing more than to give my love to another little baby!
