...........with the fact that I am facing a miscarriage and emotionally I am feeling a little better about it. I have accepted the fact this pregnancy was not meant to be and now I am just focusing on the bleeding and moving on part. Oddly, I am looking forward to the bleeding because it signifies closure and a new beginning........a new chance to make a healthy baby.
I've talked to my girlfriends who have miscarried and one of my BFF's miscarried right around the same time as I am and she bled a little heavier then normal for about a week, got her period just 3 or so weeks later, ovulated, and conceived her DD. So I am hopeful that I will be back in the game very soon.
Onward and upward!!! Hopefully April will be my lucky month and I will not only get a BFP but have a healthy, viable, pregnancy too!! to me!!!
I really do believe that the Spring signifies new beginnings!!
Thanks! Friday was really rough. I was miserable! I stayed in all day with my DH and DD and ignored the world which was actually a really good idea. I cried, I ate a lot of cr@ppy food, and I think just having the day to be nothing but miserable helped to make me slowly come to terms and eventually feel better about everything. Sometimes I think it's good to let yourself just be sad and wallow...........it's the first stage towards getting better odd as that may sound.
I'm so sorry that you are going through this, but keep up the great attitude and your time will come! (that's what I keep telling myself when went through something very similar in aug)
this is not easy to do but the most imp thing is to move forward and have a happy attitude to try for the next b/c if you focus on what happened chances are you wont conceive again..so im glad you are having this attitude you should get a BFP soon enough!