I am so sorry ... I can only express my own experience to you.. You know how old I am and you know I tried for 4years with Dr B until we finally had our answered prayer.. Please listen to him and dont give up until he says its over.. I am prying for his wisdom and for you to be led into the right direction here.. I know this panic and desperation you feel only too well..
I m here to give you hope ..
Did you get intrilipids?
Go have drinks .. Thats exactly what I did too... also I want to add.. I did these treatments with him every month for 4 years .. I only had one break for one month the whole time.. I might be out of line here but if this were ME I would jum right back on that wagon .. If you have the $$ ... Are you insured for this? If you are I m going to harass you..
The ups and downs of this process are so wrong. You had a great cycle and still nothing, it's so hard to wrap your head around. All you can do is continue to pray and hope that the next cycle will be it. I'm so sorry you have to continue to deal with this.