I am out again this month. AF showed up. I am so upset. This was our 6th month trying, and I was really hoping to get pregnant this month and tell our families at Christmas. I get so excited every month thinking that maybe it is "the month", and then I get so sad when it is not. I know that I can't do this every month, but it is hard not to. I also was hoping to have a summer baby, since I am a teacher. I know that I can't plan things like this, and I will be grateful whenever it happens. I just didn't know this would be so hard. Thanks for listening.