I just want to scream! (vent & question)

I don't understand! My first 2 pregnancies happened in 2 cycles or less. Now we're 4 cycles after the miscarriage & I got a BFN this morning at 10DPO. I just know I'm out this month because I feel exactly like I always do before AF & I have the BFN to back me up. I'm just so incredibly frustrated right now . Even if it's been 4 cycles since the m/c, 6 total cycles is the number I can't help but focus on. I think we timed everything this month & every other month. That's the most aggrevating part- we're doing everything we can do & it still just doesn't happen & there is no way to know when/if it finally will. I find myself frustrated for all of us that have been trying for a while. Why can't it just happen? The thought of yet another month that's probably just going to end the same way is making me nasuseous right now.

In the beginning, we had talked about getting an SA done after six cycles, but right now, it's not really a possibility (insurance issue) for at least a couple of months. Is it even worth it at this point? If we've had two quick pregnancies together, is it likely that there is a problem or are we more likely just having some bad luck this time around? DH keeps insisiting on the latter.

I also have to thank you ladies again. If I didn't have this board to get out these feelings & to see that other women are having the same feelings, I think I'd lose my mind. You are alll amazing

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I can't imagine how frustrating it is

I wanted to give you some

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We know how frustrating it is. It sucks, I feel crampy and I am sure Af is coming any day now, I just ate 3 bags of Sun Chips with a chocolate rice cake chaser, so if that ain't PMS, I dunno what is!
At least you have time on your side, you're still young, and it will happen!

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