Okay DH and I have been throwing around the idea of having our last for about a year. At first DH didnt want to and now he is gung ho and Im freaking out and he says it's confusing him. With all the ovulation calculators this is the week, tonight being the best time. I dont know what's freaking me out either. Im using excuses like we are going on vacation at the end of May and I dont want to deal with morning sickness on the cruise. We have sat down at length and discussed this and I have been sure that I want to close up shop after my 35th birthday which is this June! We are getting remarried next June so it is this month or April and that's it. Crazy I know and I know Im putting alot of pressure on myself but Chat Icon I also feel weird planning it because the other two werent planned really just happend. I sound like a ranting crazy person right? I get what I want and I dont know what to do with it....Chat Icon