OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in tears reading your story. Funny thing is - I just checked your blog the other day and saw you hadn't updated since Feb so I figured things were on hold - I was so wrong!
I am so sorry for the ups and downs you have had to go through but I am so happy that you have a healthy baby growing inside of you!