I used to love that time right before we'd go to sleep.
When we were first dating it was that time to snuggle and fool around.
When we moved in together it was our time to talk about our dreams and plans.
When we were pregnant, we would listen to the baby's heartbeat right before we went to sleep and talk about names, things we wanted to do when the baby came.
After the baby came it was time to talk about all the cute things he did that day.
And now we talk about wills, and cancer, and pain, and treatments, and we cry and we panic and we fall asleep anxious and in fear or under the influence of heavy medication.
It truly sucks that I have lost this favorite time of day.
Maybe you can try to save the last 5 minutes for that happy time....forget everything else and talk about something cute Logan did...I wish I could help....
