I'm baaaacccckkkk.... I can't believe we're doing this again.
I can't believe we're back here (starting from scratch againK. I am getting ready for a stim cycle. We did an FET and of our 13 remaining embryos, they had to thaw 8 to get 3 good ones. None of them took. the embrologist said those were the better quality ones & isn't very hopeful for the remaining ones. I've had my pity parties and have been offered by a family member to let us borrow $$ to do a fresh cycle, so we're going to do it!
I am absolutely terrified. Besides being on the phone with my insurance company/pharmacy/and dr's office multiple times daily b/c of all of the issues (which is causing me to have meltdowns daily...though I'm thankful at least some of our meds will be covered as IVF isn't) I am SO afraid of the unknown. Is that stupid? I wish we weren't going thru this again..... ugh.
We've been dealing w/ IF for over 7 years and I seriously don't know how much more of this I have left in me. So I'm asking all of those who believe in prayer, please keep my DH and I in your prayers every night. TIA! I'm not sure if I'll do a daily cycle log on here... I usually do one on my private blog for my own records and peace of mind. I'll check in from time to time though to keep you posted if I don't!
Re: I'm baaaacccckkkk.... I can't believe we're doing this again.
I am so happy to hear that you are moving forward Shannon...
You have never left my thoughts or prayers and I wish you all the strength in the world to see you through this to reach your miracle ....Keep the faith sweetie !!!!!!!
the embrologist said those were the better quality ones & isn't very hopeful for the remaining ones. I've had my pity parties and have been offered by a family member to let us borrow $$ to do a fresh cycle, so we're going to do it!
I wish we weren't going thru this again..... ugh.
So I'm asking all of those who believe in prayer, please keep my DH and I in your prayers every night. 
TIA! 
