Mixed emotions

After 3 long years of dealing with IF, 2 iuis, 2 ivfs and fets, my beautiful DD was born last year. She is the love of my life and DH and I truly do believe in miracles! Seeing her smile and listening to her giggle makes everything worth it and it just seems to have made sense. Well, she is now over a year old and this morning DH and I had a consultation appointment with Dr. Cohen at NSUH. I am just so torn what to do. We have 2 not so great embies or should we do another fresh. We pay completely oop b/c GHI completely sucks for us unexplained IF patients. I am not really looking for answers just so confused and anxious as we continue back onto this journey. I am way past the "will we be the lucky ones to not need an re's help again"...I just don't know if I have it in me again. Yet I so badly want to try giving my DD a sibling. Anyone out there feel this way?? Believe me, I am forever grateful for my little miracle, just not sure if I can be as strong again....

Re: Mixed emotions

No experience (yet) but I know how hard these decisions can be. Sending you lots of

Re: Mixed emotions

Yes! DD is 20 months old and it is so hard doing this AGAIN. I was praying to be one of the lucky ones too, but to avail. I work FT so I feel bad about leaving early for appts and missing out on time with her but we too want her to have a sibling. I am already tired of juggling, monitoring, bloodwork, the whole damn thing. We won't be doing IVF, only meds and or maybe IUI's if it doesn't work in a few months. I really am floored that doing this for the 2nd time is as difficult as it is. FM me if you'd like to chat!