Ugh..I feel bad but I yelled so loud..

Megan is driving me INSANE today!!!!!!!!

It's not her fault, I admit. I feel so bad. Everything has been nuts with Christmas shopping, decorating, then I was sick, so shes feeling all over the place I am sure. But this phase that shes in, she just doesnt listen to ANYTHING. She touches EVERYTHING, she does whatever I tell her not to do with this defiant look on her face, she whines and screams. I cant take it.

I was trying to put my makeup on and she insists on being in the bathroom with me. She takes my blush brush and pretends to paint the wall with it, I take it away, tell her why thats wrong and a tantrum insues. She then flushes the toilet 2 times, I remove her, tell her why its wrong and goes back for a 3rd time. Finally she grabs the shower curtain out of anger and starts pulling it and almost falls in the tub. I couldnt take it anymore, I yelled SO LOUD and removed her from the bathroom, that she got so startled she literally fall down. I felt so bad. She started to cry, I think more because I scared her because I hardly ever yell. My heart is breaking now but shes over it..I know this because my living room is scattered with wipes and she is running around screaming, mama made mess, mama made mess...CALGON, TAKE ME AWAY!

Re: Ugh..I feel bad but I yelled so loud..

oh poor mommy

i hope your day gets better!

Re: Ugh..I feel bad but I yelled so loud..

Breathe in...now count to ten...let it out! Ahhhhhh...we've all had days like this, and I just sing to myself "mama said they'll be days like this..."

If it makes you feel any better, Melinda was up since 2 am crying her eyes out for no apparent reason, had her shots today, and is the most miserable since I gave birth to her...

Hope the 2nd half of your day is better