still waiting

for this chemical pregnancy to DIE...omg. it's been 3 weeks of waiting for my numbers to go down from a whopping beta of 84. when i went yesterday, my numbers were finally down to 6. now i have to wait for AF to get a rhogam shot (concern that the repeated m/c could be due to blood type) and then see if MAYBE i can start IVF, which all depends on what they see in the sono. but maybe another missed cycle after this one if my ovaries don't look "quiet."

i'm like

okay, vent over

Re: still waiting

I know how you feel. I've never had a chemical, but with two of my MC, I had complications so it took months to be able to get back in the "game". Hope your numbers drop real quick

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I find that waiting is one of the most difficult and frustrating parts about IF. You feel like you are constantly waiting.

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In this whole process for one reason or another, we all become professionals at waiting!! This is one of those things where practice makes you worse at it, not better!!

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Im sorry you are going through this. I hope this time goes quicker for you.

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thanks for the support

i've managed to stay pretty patient over the past 3 weeks, but yesterday i think i was fit to be tied because i had to go to my friend's baby shower.

i think you girls know how that can be--you're happy as ever for your friend (as i was) yet watching her open all that baby stuff for an hour can really get your mind cranking on negative thoughts.

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OMG thats crazy... i cant believe how long its taking...