lmnscc
LIF Adolescent
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poem
I'm not sure if this is the correct board to post, but I wrote a poem about IF and how I'm feeling. I thought others' might relate.
I'm sitting here wondering what truly is wrong,
Why have my dreams become incredibly forlorn?
Just like us all, I only wished for me,
Of a completely different life, though it’s now hard to see.
The miracle I dream and hope for one day,
Has proven only to keep my life at bay.
I do as I'm told, and changed how I live,
And I pray that finally it is mercy He will give.
I don't want to cry or complain my life away,
But it's sometimes too hard, and I have to succumb to this way.
There's so many of us, I had no idea,
With each single day, the clock increases our fear.
Many in the world seem to be growing their family,
With such ease and joy, why can't that be me?
What did I do to deserve this unfortunate fate?
Could I now be standing at karma's gate?
Could the choices I've made long ago,
Be causing this trouble, truly how could I know?
I do believe there's a plan, and we all have our place,
But I hope it's not set in stone, 'cause this truth I cannot face.
The deep anger has past, I'm glad it finally did,
Although, sadness has taken it's place in my emotional grid.
I'm not sure how my story will eventually end,
But for now I will go on and continue to pretend.
My heart has been broken a many a day,
And I'm guessing that feeling may be here to stay.........
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